since when i always lik to blog abt my feelings...

i usually tell how i feel to my frens...

i usually tell to ppl who r close to me ( brother , bf , best fren )

but now , all i do is jus blog inside my blog ....

even i cant tel the full feeling i feel right now ... coz ppl will jus think ...

i m getting attention ...lately i feel kinda moody ... or can say as mood swing ...

suddenly i can be from hyper active , happy silly ...

till no confident sad n of course blurr....

in the word of jesus ... i cant confessed...

i feel lik i m ignoring my sadness in side my heart ,... lik i m scare to face the truth ....

i m feeling lik i m acting to be another person ...

since i stop working at pavilion i felt thing changed ....

my life changed.... a lot thing had changed .... which make me wonder m i the one tat is changing ...

hais ... from my house being lelong , broke up , frens , family ... everything ... jus everything changes...

if i get the chance to choose ... i rather stay working in pavilion even the days working there r torturing ,,,, but i did reallly being my self n i had a lots of fun working ....

i missed those days ...