wat will happen tomoro ...

i really scare the nerve out of me...

today i jus keep thinking abt the result i will get for spm ...

i dun know y whenever i think abt this i get to be more scare n scare 

i dun really wanna get it ... 

i start to think i wasted my life playing all the time last year n last last year ,,,

i neve even di my best ...

n then here i m regreting .... n scare tat i won able to make my family proud...

n my slef i cant admit ... 

i cried becoz of tat .... i m so scare to face my mom ...

especially her ... she the one tat let me up ... n the one who support my family ...

the one who will get angry n sad too ...

i jus scare wat i get will make her feel i m useless... as she really do look up on me in the family ...

she is the one who always say im  the best ...

n now i think of it i really felt sorry ... n also cant forgiv my own self...

if spm sucks... my life its over ...wat will actually happen in my future?

will i be a loser ? wat will i get tomoro