nothing but lies

There are many roads ahead of a person life. Some of them lead to happiness. Some of them lead to sadness. Some of them lead to mistake. Some of them are just plain painful. What if this entire path joins together? What are they called? It’s called the past. The path Vanessa had taken to live. Vanessa was a normal looking girl; she had a normal life. One day she went for a gathering. Her wheel of love was starting to churn. A guy who was looking around notice a girl that he felt she was remarkably beautiful. He asks his little brother to give the girl a piece of sweet chocolate. Vanessa asks the kid, who was the sender. The kid never answered and nodded to show he doesn’t know. She looks around and noticed the guy smiling at her. Somehow she felt that it was him. They chatted for awhile to break the ice between them. When he wanted to leave, he gave her another sweet. She felt that he was really a sweet and nice person. He took her number from another friend secretly. They chatted every night. When the guy was busy or Vanessa was busy, they would message each another. On the New Year eve, he asks her out to celebrate with him. He wanted to spend some time with her. They wanted to watch the firecracker exploding in the vast sky, spreading its beautiful sparkle. She went there with her best outfit at night. As they walk quietly waiting for the clock to strike twelve, suddenly she felt something missing. He wasn’t beside her anymore. They were separated by the sea of people. She looks around desperately feeling lost. As time went by quickly, it was already too late. The event started off without them. She was feeling down while looking at the sky. The area was shone brightly every time a spark was made. On the lord’s blessing, she notices the guy. The distance between them was not far away. She felt relieve as she know that both of them was doing the same thing although they were just an inch away. As the last explosion was made, he looks back and saw the girl looking at him. He went to her and said that he was really sorry that they had to get separated. The girl did not mind. The crowd was disappearing and was in a hurry to go home. They were pushing everyone around. Both of them was accidently bump to each another and was really close together. He holds her closely and confesses his feelings to her. She was feeling awe and shock. With her being overjoyed, she accepted him. They got really close and were happy together. Time passed by and things began to crumble. On valentine, he broke up with Vanessa without a single reason. Although it was a sad separation, she still contacts the guy. She was still in love with him even though it was hard for her. She pulled her strength and courage to confess to him again. She told him that she was still having feelings towards him. He told her to come to his house as usual. She went there blindly without the consent of knowing what was coming to her. The path of road going to his house wit him holding her hands , it was the feeling tat Vanessa dint had for so long it was the happiness , where she dreamed for so long . Finally she reaches his house , they started to chat as usual. Suddenly he push her on to the bed for no reason n tell her how much he still love her n misses her and also say It was a mistake to break apart.. His sweet talk had drunk her into having sex wit him. Time passes by. Vanessa felt something was wrong. She feels that he don't have any feelings for her. She thought maybe it was just her imagination. She ask him after the high night passes; she ask whether she is his girlfriend once again. Vanessa time stop to a halt. It looks like a world of lies but it wasn't. She had to accept it. The wheel of time starts, he said without a heart. "i dont have any feelings for you anymore. Her life was destroyed. She was misused and violated. She was so sad that she tried killing herself by slicing her wrist but she was send to the hospital immediately. She cried every time she thought of the incident. She regret on her mistake and vow never to make it again.