today life 30-1-09

today kim fu, fuifui ,siew ling ,n soh poh n bryan went to my house ...
lol we play cards ... i do host again ...
at 1st my bro do host ...
so i lost money .. continue on me doing host ... i keep on win money ...
haha i win liao rm25 ....
happy syok gila .... i m happy tat u guys trying to make me happy ...
especially kit ying tat soh poh ...
but i know u know tat u also been through this kinda feelings...
sometimes its just hard to let go .... right soh poh?

after they went home i call bryan to stay ...
hais n he did he actually wan to go home...
after half an hour he already say he wanna go home abt 3 till 4 times...
it make me feel ... hais....
i open the door ... seeing u go ...
trick u tat i close back the door when u go i went out till 2...
hais ... i felt so lost ... when my father ask me y u dint go my house de...
i feel lik telling him we brake up de...
but i know there will be another chance,,,,

today life28-01-09

work today was a horror hmm manager sport check my shop ...
the shop manager la ... when my senior went out go tea break ...
then left me one person in the shop ...
the manager asked me where the hell those ppl suppose to work ..
one take leave without permission another went tea break left me new staff there alone..
the manager was so angry tat he scold tat tea break guy ...
i was sick today ... working today lik blurring hole day ... suffering in the staff room headache,,,

my lunch break ... went to food court ..
pass by j cob donut ...i remember something ...
one year ago i went there wit someone after watching jumper..
so long since then now ... i remember when i did...
i feel lik my tears wanna drop out again ...


after work went home ...
play cards wit tat yong jian jj n his fren ...
lol i won abt rm15 then jj call yong jian to be the host ...
coz yong jian bankrupt de so he jus put rm5 out n say if this go away ...
i won play again ...lol his rm5 stays there till the games end ... lol
swt lucky ...

after tat went out wit bryan to mc donald yum cha ...
hmmm even we talk lik normal ppl ...
lik jus frens... somehow i feel inside ,,..
i feel lik holding his hands...
i feel lik hugging him ...
after mc donald went back home ... we sit on my house swing ...
chat till 2.30am...
tats when i have fantasy tat i wanna kiss him ...
hug him or hold his hands....
in such a long time since i hear he called my full name...
i heard ... i feel ...somehow i lie tat i say i dun care i can live wit it...
but i was wrong ... i lied to u again ...
feel so painful ... y i need to lie ? y he still love me n i love him ...
y cant we be together ...

Love Like This ...

quite romantic haha also becoz of boredness...
haha hmmm quite nice song cant really find its actual mv ...
so saw this ... nice job..

nobody -wonder girls...

this song kinda nice... plus beginning kinda funny !!!
lol enjoy!! coz of boredness i found this song!!!

cny reunion!!!

the most memorable outng wit family ..

my mom side of the family ...

went for a dinner wit them ...

i giving ang pau to my cousin which make me their aunt

so tehy call me aunty ... lol 

coz father not free n my mom in london

so ... haha reach my bigest uncle house ...

he call my mom ... the phone passing around from one to another ...

haha which make me feel so happy tat they actually misses her ...

hmmm then went dinner ...

dinner was a fight!!!which has two tables.. one for adults n one for us children

we need to squeeze 15 ppl in one table which made the food not enough for us ...

we need to fight for it faster the better !!!

after dinner went to my aunt house...

lol gamble wit black jack ... n also cho dai d!!!

i won my bro n my cousin money for cho dai d... jus onli two games...

haha hmmm the end i count i won rm ten !!!

jus playing two game of cho dai d... n the card from 3 till 9 is ten cent ...

n the cards from 10 till aids,, is 50 cent d is rm1~

haha geng ler!!!

then went home ... at 1230 am ...

bryan low jun ken!!!

u are wat u are ... u do wat u do ...

i choose u from the beginning...

its not u choosing me...known u make my life brighter...

i had a great fren from last year ...

he know my mom went to london n he comfort me a lot ...

we then be best fre n even go pasar malam together ...

he been secretively in love wit me for 3 year ...

everyday after school passes my house ...sure will look inside ...

all this is u ... n all this make me feel happy tat i known u ...

u not worth for me ?

u scare i will be sad again?

u scare to see me cry again...

u said i m pampering u ...

but u also said in the message last night...

u said u are sorry ...

u said u love me?

u said u won let me go ...

u said u won forget abt me...

u made me feel so confuse !!! so sad so painful!!!

i have been in a relationship ...

n sure there will be arguement n tears too...

n fights... n misunderstanding...

but i can still last for 8 months last time...

but now... jus for 2 month n all this happen!!!

i though its my fault !!!

actually i dun wanna have the break ...

i jus dun wan to see u sad too anymore!!! u know when u are in the sad mode...

its really hard for me to communicate wit u ...

u are always bryan low jun ken!!!

from the beginning i choose u ....

i won regret even u said u are so much a horrible person ...

i still dun care!!!! i still will wait ...

i jus scare when times goes by u will find a better gurl then me....

i scare i cant accept tat ... n be sad again...

n i scare when times goes by ... we won contact each other anymore....

i also scare u won care of me anymore...

u are confuse n anything i dun care !!!

u wan time to think i giv u ... i jus hope we will be lik last time again ...

even if it takes for me to suffer in an acident or die!!!

bryan low jun ken!!!

i can still remembered how we laughs with all the  things ...

remembered tat how we use to play around make a fool out of each other ...

how we used to be so sweet ...

how u used to be bagging for forgivness by telling me how beautiful i look...

how u used to smile back to me like an idiot ...

how u used to joke around... 

all this fade away quickly .... wat happened to us ??

when do we have so much not incommon ...

when do we have so much problem appear??

we used to paid for own self ....(u said its guys job)

we used to hang out wit each other frens...

we used to talk in skype...

we used to hold each other hands...(u said y always need to hold de meh)

we used to play around (u said u don wan to be childish which i dun mind)

y suddenly we keep becoming someone who keep secret from each other ??

yea i lie i keep secret from u ... i always misses u very much ... i still wants to see u often...

i wan u to be mine only when i need u ..

but becoz tat i dun wanna have a break wit u ... i said i dun mind ...n i understnd...

deep down in my heart i feel sad but i still act ntg ... becoz i know i love u /// 

i scared to lose u .... lossing u its lik losing a bigpart of my life... 

but i cant take it ... when someone treats me so cold ... 

u always scold me sms y reply back so cold... i bag for forgivness...

but i also hate tat someone treating me so cold... 

yesterday u walk me home... its the most painful walk 

ever ....

i wish u will say u dun wan the break ... but in the end

 u said ok ...

i act lik i went into the house... n run back out to see 

u walk home...

its seem i did a wrong mistake ... may be tis time i really will lose u again ...

my dream actually dint came true at all...its jus an illusion ...

kisses of a very warm but yet cold situation .. under the star ... on the road wit no ppl ... seem so romantic ?

yet both of them having a painful night... a heart full wit sadness pain and anger... 

wit a kiss where it might be the last ...after all this happen ... i wish u would send a message to me... but in the end ... may be we really do need a break...

 our 2nd month aniversary ... end wit this kinda way ...

happy 2nd month dar .......

wat happened to this bryan?

 

2 work interview

lol in this pass two days went for two job interview...

one is sales assistant ,,, 

another is kindergarden admin ... 

both tis work contain advantages n disadvantages ....

such as sales assistant in pavillion i don have time to go out de...

transport very mah fan...eathing very expensive ... n a lot more but paid very good!!!

admin ,,, near to my house ... got time to go out ... 

piad not better then sales assistant ... but dun need buy food... lol

but dun know y at the end ... i feel lik choosing sales assistant...

coz i feel more comfortable there ... n doesnt feel lik ppl spying on me ...

haha dun know la ... so this friday i will be start working in pavillion ...

... so to all my frens reading here pls go find me oh!!!!hahah swt ... pavillion 2nd floor bimba n lola...

i feel the pain 

i cried whenever i though abt it 

jus cant c y this matter will be lik this ...

m i the one who is the wrong here ,,,

i feel tat i m useless... 

i feel so tired...

i feel so empty 

i feel so betray 

a break for how long?

i jus feel blurr ... 

i feel tat i m wrong 

i feel i should say sorry

i feel so disappointed again ....

y u aint there when i need u ///y m i always there when u need me....

chinese new year cloths

prearation for happy chinese new year !!!

chinese new year ... preparation!!!

• buy goods
• buy new cloth
• make new hair
• buy more fish and meat 
• buy more vegetabls
• buy more cookies
• more shirt again 
• clean the house
• buy pepsi!!!!!

and now u ready to celebrate chinese new year ... 

outing wit my ipoh fren 16-01-09

lol they come to kl jus one day ...

to come for shopping ... lol

look lik ipoh ntg to buy onli ...

but one of my frens say till lik their shoppin complex very small!!!

hmmm anyways ... haha  i company them to buy shirt ...

n me ... haha chat n sms wit my bf ...

chat wit my fren lo ... yer they temp me to buy more shirt !!!!

lol ...

shop till 7.30 pm then i go de!!!

me n my ipoh fren ernest ...

gathering of cheras frens 15-01-09

today i went out wit my cheras school frens ...haha ... 1st place we went was going to sing k in red box low yat ..

hmmm sing untill we drop then we went time sq

uare to fin

d another fren..

we then go walk around n go till pavillion !!! walk around ... my fren shopping ...

then we went back to time square to buy things ...

after all tat /// 

we went look out point to see the view n eat our di

nner !!!

lol had a great time even though we dint see each other 

for 

so so so long !!!

we still have a lot to talk abt !!!! 

sing k ...

delicious ler .... buskin robbins ....

yum cha section ...

had a great time oh thx to u all@@

happy birthday kor!!! 14-01-09

today me n my family celebrate his 20th birthday ....

lol poor man onli being lonely at home ...

his cake .... strawberry 

he is 20 tis year ...

a college dude studying a very wonderful course...

which will make him rich in the future ...

wants a gf !!!  so any gurl reader out there want him??

find him in andrew_himura@hotmail.com

anyways happy birthday kor!!! may all ur wishes come true!!!

bored day

well today my house no electric again ...

coz they wanna change the electric cable to underground cable ...

tat y hais .... stupid suffer of hotness from 10am till 5

 pm!!!

n i found something whiout using electric its my

 camera wit full battery!!!

well then i take some pic enjoy!!!

13-1-09

lol today went out wit my bro to leisure mall ...

went there to get rid of my boredness ...

well reach there i have the feeling of buying a bra !!!

which i wanted to buy for so long time ago jus tat ... no courage to buy onli ...

coz usually my mom who is ther one who buy for me!!! not my self

1st time expirence of buying a bra on my own!!!

proud gila!! well there r ppl looking at me at 1st the promoter ask wat m i looking for ...

as in wat kinda bra u r finding ...

i replied ... i dun know !!!! haha malu gila !!! anyways she help me ...

n brought one ... mommy i grown up de!!! 

y u aint there when i need u ...

family ...

a family tat stay in a banglow ...

a family with father mom siblings ..

a house tat has every thing tat a child needs ..

but the most valueble thing tat a child needs is their support behind them ...

when one child falls ... or feel disappointed on ...

n yet the most they wants is their parents to look up on ...

n support them ... but y ....

y a family wit so many wonderful things ...

there r lost of a most important member in the family ...

n left wit one support n yet he always put cold water on me!!!

scld me !!! dun even cares how i feel!!!

y in the house there r another children of urs!!!

y u always attack me!!! n always scold my mom !!! y u always need to scold me n put my mom into the matter !!!

even i dint do anythings wrong u say i m ...

even i do so much u dun even appreciate !!!!! even i help u !!!

u dun even say thx!!!! wat the fuking father r u !!!

becoz of ur fuking stupid chracter!!! u always make my heart bleed!!! crying for no reason!!!

guess wat ... thx to u !!! i already think ur dead i dun even think u r my father anymore!!!

9-1-09

lol today went to pasar malam wit bryan my bro ...

went there purpose is to see bryan coz colelge cant see him so much de ...

n he wants to drink starbuck!!!

hmmm anyways ... while walking in pasar malam ...

i saw ... mei yee!!! sarah n ben !!!

wow so long dint see them de ... mei yee even offer me a job !!!

my long lost buddies... hmmm walk not long i saw m

y ex ... unfortunately ...

we keep on saw him ... lol n he giv us a type of faces where he don seem to lik wat he seeing ...

who cares as long i have bryan... lol

becoz of me missing him often tis few days cant see him ma wat u aspect ler...

so he gave me two of hs shirt for rememeberence ... n one wit his sweat n smelll ...

so i can replace him for tat shrit n his jerssey .!!! basketballer of smk sri sempurna!!!

lol when he gave me ... i feel kinda romantic ... well romantic movie always the bf giv the gf his jerssey !!!

n u know wat i got one too!!! happy syok gila!!!

his jersey so long ... almost touch me knees...

life after spm ...

before spm ... surely everyone will think ...

after spm will be fun going college ...

can make different hair style ... 

get a bf or gf ... or some get married ... n especially ... freedom !!!

yet now i realise ... life after spm ... is so lifeless....

yea may be after spm the 1st month u will have a lot of fun ...

such as ... going some places wit frens ... n have fun after this one month some ...

of ur frens will go ns!!! some working .,,, some even go college ...

n me ... well my life is onli doing few things ...

1. sleep
2. eat
3. shit
4. online
5. see tv
6. walk around the house...
7. sms 
8. day dreaming in my own room ....

this is all i do ... while finish my spm ... now i realise...

life in school is much better then wat u think now !!! 

misses the days i m in school arguing wit frens playing ... act lik i m listening to the bloody teacher ... all the things i do during i m in school !!! misses the moment!!!

5-1-09

happy school reopen day!!!

well to all student out there .... good luck for ur exam ...

hais ... actually a life after spm is a very lifeless kinda life ...]

so appreciate wat u all have right now ...

lol but i got one thing to say since i m not in schol right now ...tat is 

hahah still in school uniform?? sucker !!!

details u might not know ...

Article 1:
Statement of Love:  The Kiss  

1. Kiss on the hand
I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck
I want you
4. Kiss on the lips
I love you
5. Kiss on the ears
I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes
kiss me
8. Playing with your hair
I can't live without you
 9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go 

 

Article 2: The Three Steps

1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3. Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare. 

Article 3:  The Commandments

1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes,
and give your tongue
some exercise!!!  

Here are a few reasons
why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.Only felt. 

bored day n childish day ever ... 2-1-09

the tenaga nasional celebrate wit us for the new year is to get us sweat lik shit ...

by switching off the power of my neighbourhood ... from 1030am ...till fukin 430 pm

i was sleepin till 1pm coz of boredness ... porr my sis ... ntg to do run here n there in my house...

n my neighbour well ... gossping everywhere ...

even gossip abt me while i sleepin n my ears still can hear wat they say ...

saying me a pig for sleepin till so late ...

the stupid thing was ... well he is jus my neighbour not even my father ..

my fether also dint say a thing abt it ... so 8 for wat ...

then i wake up on the wrong side of the bed ... started to scold my neighbour in my house wit a loud voice hoping him to hear tat ./...

then me n my sis make things out from using the glowing stars ...

then bryan went my house cos i tel him i m bored .. me him n my sis play games tat is really lame..

such as monopoli ... n aeroplane cheese ... well stupid!!! 

haha n we get childish when we started to play hide n seek ... well lol ...

had a great time today !!! thx to tenaga nasional !!!

happy one month aniversary ...

dar finally we one month de ... 

lol jus one month .... when onli one year ?? haha ...

anyways ... i love u really much ...

dun think u r the most horrible guy ever !!!...

pls u r the person who know me more then anyone ...

even my impression also u can tell tat wat i m thinking ... 

i m touch by tat ,... i dun need gucci hand bags... i dun need jimmy choo's shoe ...

all i need is u by my side ... even though we fight ...

but after tat ... i will still love u ...

even u dun treat me good lik wat u says ... i feel its enough for me already ...

cos u r the one who make me feel when i not wit u ... i m lost !!!

u pamper me really much ... u spoilt me ... u always say sorry even its my fault ...

tat make me really love u real much ... becos u r the one who make me feel u love me too ...

u will do every faces jus to make me smile ... or laugh ... tat really make me feel happy 

i love u dar really much ... hope we won argue again ...

after christmas ...26-12-08

my cheras school best frens ...(u la cindy dun wanna come)

(pei yee,pik ling,peishir,me,boo lee)

well today went out wit my cheras frens ...haha we went to wedding dinner ... not as wat u all think tat my fren are pragnant ...

is jus one of thier ftaher getting married again ...

lol jus go there to have gathering n free food ... so bad... lol ...

had a lot fun tat time ... so long never see de ... haha ...

well anyways ... after dinner went out wit my dar ...

to the ampang look out point ... 

happy new year !!!

went to sunway to countdown wit ...

jun wei .. choco ... fuifui ... kim fu ... kevin ... henry ... n my bryan ...

lol had fun wit choco. kim fu. fui fui n jun wei when we go crazy wit the spray ...

haha being spray by many ppl ...

kena the most is me choco n fuifui ...

kesian ... but we had much fun oh !!! when is the next outing misses u guys real much ah!!!

misses the time we r in genting!!!

at 130am ... we went back to the carpark ... well choco went clubbing ...

then others went back wit me... becoz of the carpark also jam ...

so we plan to stay at the carpark to look at the view ...

lol ...  n we saw two gang fights n one car crush accident ... lol geng ler...

haha anyways had fun lo ... thx to u guys ... happy new year may everything be fine tis year ...

n specially to choco ... spm wish u good luck!!!

merry chrismas to me!!!!

wat the hell happen well ...

i had high fever n then whole day staying at home...

lol really a very merry christmas ...

but in the end everything went ok while my bf stay beside me ...

taking care of me ... n company me while i m lonely ,...

well tat my christmas alrite .... haha ...

sorry for the late posting ... 

anyways i hope its not too late to wish u all merry x'mas...

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