bryan low jun ken!!!

i can still remembered how we laughs with all the  things ...

remembered tat how we use to play around make a fool out of each other ...

how we used to be so sweet ...

how u used to be bagging for forgivness by telling me how beautiful i look...

how u used to smile back to me like an idiot ...

how u used to joke around... 

all this fade away quickly .... wat happened to us ??

when do we have so much not incommon ...

when do we have so much problem appear??

we used to paid for own self ....(u said its guys job)

we used to hang out wit each other frens...

we used to talk in skype...

we used to hold each other hands...(u said y always need to hold de meh)

we used to play around (u said u don wan to be childish which i dun mind)

y suddenly we keep becoming someone who keep secret from each other ??

yea i lie i keep secret from u ... i always misses u very much ... i still wants to see u often...

i wan u to be mine only when i need u ..

but becoz tat i dun wanna have a break wit u ... i said i dun mind ...n i understnd...

deep down in my heart i feel sad but i still act ntg ... becoz i know i love u /// 

i scared to lose u .... lossing u its lik losing a bigpart of my life... 

but i cant take it ... when someone treats me so cold ... 

u always scold me sms y reply back so cold... i bag for forgivness...

but i also hate tat someone treating me so cold... 

yesterday u walk me home... its the most painful walk 

ever ....

i wish u will say u dun wan the break ... but in the end

 u said ok ...

i act lik i went into the house... n run back out to see 

u walk home...

its seem i did a wrong mistake ... may be tis time i really will lose u again ...

my dream actually dint came true at all...its jus an illusion ...

kisses of a very warm but yet cold situation .. under the star ... on the road wit no ppl ... seem so romantic ?

yet both of them having a painful night... a heart full wit sadness pain and anger... 

wit a kiss where it might be the last ...after all this happen ... i wish u would send a message to me... but in the end ... may be we really do need a break...

 our 2nd month aniversary ... end wit this kinda way ...

happy 2nd month dar .......

wat happened to this bryan?