after a full whole day without ur sense ...

i have been wondering have i did the right thing at the 1st place i choose to do ...

if i did y m i feeling so pain ....

feeling lik to torture my self to feel every pain i have ...

n will always have the intention of cutting my wrist ...

eating 10 tablets of panadol??

killing my own soul ....

i once gone through this kinda situation where evrything ....

my parnets my family my frens... my lover is gone ... shut their door on me...

but now there r plenty of frens to cheer me up ... there r family tooo ...

n i only lose is my heart to you ...

its broken badly ... into pieces ... every piece represented the cruelness tat u treat me ....

disappointments tat u make me feel .... the painfullness i gone through my own without u ....

n its much more suffering then i ever though it will be....

its much suffering then the 1st time i experience this situation ... where is even worst then this ...

but it seems my heart n soul have been with u too deep too long ...

it make me suffer everyday without u talking to me ...

where have u been ?? ... i wish i could jus die in an accident ...

or sleep in a coma....

or even have a brain surgery to erase everything abt u ....

i missing the sense tat u gave me ...

or the voice tat belong to u has been so far apart from me...

i wish tat i could see u ... once again