happy tuesday !!! sleepy too!!

TODAY!!!
when math period the time teacher suddenly say wanna demerit those ppl who DINT BRING the blue book!!!
i got bring lo ... so i m safe !! i do those question teacher ask me to do ...
suddenly my fren sitting infroont of me de ...
she jus come back from the toilet n heard abt this news
she want borrow my blue book!!!
i blur coz tat time teacher checking who dint bring ///
then i pass de ... so she call me to pass tat book under the desk then she giv me another book to do ...(act lik i m doing the blue book...)
then she show the teacher the blue book kononya tat she bring to school...
hahah .... then teacher believe !!!!
wa the question make me dizzy@.@!!!

then in class very sien so take picture!!!
hahaha ... very fai!!! i reach home...
well then i take bath get ready to go to tuition ... still got time so i take picture of my self wa so long dint so zi lian de!!!
haha ... so enloy my pic lo !!!!
1st an lian pic !!! my fren say the most nices of all!!


when thinking of u the time~~i personaly lik tis pic!!!tis pic my fren say very creative

class de picture

when doing the math homework teacher giv@!!

do till very sien de!!! hais !!! haha thinking of someone lo!!

best fren forever !!!! haha ... the person who bring phone to school shhh....
(kit ting and yin ping)

EVEN UR HEART DON HAV ME I DON CARE

Today a guy wanna.kao me ...
yea i know starting by tis phrase is bad ...
but then he kao me n ask me to giv him a chance so i did...
then he invite me to go out wit him ... but in the end he got moody then he fetch me home...
ha ?? y then wat for call me out....
speechless.. pls la don play me la ... last time u call me out also lik tat hais...
anyways... don talk abt him !!!
today me n ky go yong gong chang toi guek...
hahah we go there eat lunch ...
then take a lot of picha oh!!!

hahah ala zi lian ma ....

hahah anyways we eat a lot ... full~
haha here is wat we ate!!!



the BIllThe way i eat !!! haha kasar le!!
the food i order!!!

coincidence??

well i always will drive car home after tuition ... n tat is when ppl don believe me ... even my fren also don believe me>.< style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">
OMG!!!!
n same college even high school also same ...
then onli i know ///
my bio teacher also same high school wit me once b4 !!!
OMG!!!
then when i reach home my ex call me... when he say bye bye n he say muaks... i dint think anything n jus reply him muaks... n tat time he kaoing me back ... OMG jus becoz lik tat ... he though i accpet him de!!!

happy saturday@@

haha today me ho lan n ka mun went to pavillion to watch ...
a trip to the center of the earth ...
the movie was damn nice!!!
is worth it to see !!!
haha when i line up for tickets...
i saw my fren from cheras last time...
he change a lot ... i mean physically lo ...
haha then we watch the same movie but dint sit the same row la...
but i don get y he wants to ask me where i sit ?
hmmm swt ...
after movie ... we went to pizza hut to eat lunch ...
then go home... hav fun lo

bad luck day!!!

today after school i went to ts wit my frens to sing k ...
suddenly on the way there my fren kah kay saw a accident ... she very very happy coz is her 1st time seing a accident by her own naked eye...
haha ... then when i reach ts we went to sing k ... very fun de... but then
when my father come fetch me!!
i cant find him ... coz he park his car at star buck ... opposite ts de starbuck ...
but he tell me is the ts star buck!!! wat the hell .. i walk opposite n come back ts n go opposite again n again!!! untill one hour also cant find his car ..!!!
cant call dint bring phone also !!! n then when i found him ..
he scold me@!!@#!#!$
wat the hell ... he dint giv good direction say me wrong!!!#!@#@#$

library board!!

today is library interview for the next exco!!!
i interview ppl !!!
1st time le!!! but then i m nervous tat after our year !!!
the librarian don hav the right person to take their part in the exco place@!!!
becoz when i interview them walau eh ...
they reply non sense things !!!
hais vomit blood x.x
haha... next year hais ... no eye see

lost of self confident & confuse!!!

suddenly when in tuition talking abt guys n gurls problems..
i suddenly been question by a guy tat whether i got bf now .. then onli realise ...
6 month plus i already don hav a bf!!!
but i don know y b4 when i say tis
i don hav the sad feelings in me !!! yet today i do !!!
i don know y i will feel lik tis ...
i don know y but i don hav the feeling to hav one too!!!
confuse n no confident at one time !!! hais suffer@!!!!@#!@#!@#
n then i onli realise such a fool i m last time !!!
i wish i can go back to time!!! to realise wat i realise now!!
y i dint open my eye last time !!!
yet now regreted!!! wat the hell!!!
confuse for wat i did too now till u also dint really care abt me anymore!!!
!#####@$@!$#%$#^%$!@$##$
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gambateh!!!!!!!!

my hope n dreams!!!
surely need to suceed!!
if can !!! i wanna go out station to study!!!
i really don wanna stay at KL facing my family anymore!!!
n to prove to my mom n my dad n most of all to him n to my brother!!!
i can do it!!!
onli tat time u all will notice i m not tat stupid as i m b4!!!
but 1st i need to also fight wit my own self where not to be lazy!!
well wat i m gonna study!!!
i will say doctor!!! if i can !!! shock??
don be!!! i m gonna pit all my effort from now on... wait n see!!!

boring day!!

another boring day !!!
hais .... very sien i went to 6 hours undang today!!!
walau eh boring till ah!!!
sien !!! hais .... so to ppl who haven take undang pls ...!!!
next time bring along a fren no matter its best o not jus frens la...
jus call them to company u ... o not really very very sien!!!

saturday~MBS merentas desa!!!~

today i went to MBS merentas desa ...hahha
hmmm well i tought everyone out me in the black list de...
but today ... i hav given a warm welcome at the duty ....
hmmm don know why .... i feel lik going for duty again n again ...
missing the time when i was a st john member ...
hahah ... hmmm then when finish merentas desa ... i went to kfc to hav my lunch..
then i realise a guy curi take picture of me... i was shock...
hahah coz i so ugly haha ... hmmm but i hav fun today .
hmm when i reach home ... my bro buy me a cake ...
hmmm don know y i think its becoz of tat incident??
hmmm he wats to say sorry to me ??
hmmm don care i eat the cake but dint really talk wit him also ...
i really lose hope in him de....
hais... don spoil my day ... i hav fun today !!! yeah thx to mbsian ...

Friday!!!now onli post!!!

i hate my brother!!!!
y ??he very the emotion whenaver he hav bad mood ...
he won care otehrs feelings them simply show his temper to me!!!
always !!!! stupid today i went in to his room... usually ...
i go to his room he won scold me ...
but today when i go in///
he start to say me tis n tat ... when my fren cal me he scold me tat i m very 'fan'
then i go out to my sister room to chat wit my fren... my sis was sleeping...
but i m not tat noisy at all ...
then my bro go in to my sis room n start to scold me again....
he say i m selfish tat i chat in her room when ur sis is sleeping...
n keep telling me i m not a good type of gurl n won ever able to find a good guy ...
hais... he say finish ... till i cry ... he onli dint continue to scold me!!!
wat the .... his problem y want me suffer wit him ....
hate him so so so much !!!!( tis incident occur at midnight)
when i m in the afternoon...
my fren kit ying go to my house play piano learn to play also hahah ...
well how to say very funny lo hhaha coz she learning la... hahah
she cheer me up ... i m happy tat she is there for me!!!

don sad !!!

my fren... becoz of one guy willing to risk evrything for him!!!
hais i really very sokong her but
tat guy don even appreciate wat he hav ... wat the hell is he thinking !!!
hais she make tis video for him ... she risk a lot n learnd wat ever thing tat he lik ...
he even learn how to play the piano even she is a noob for piano ...
hais guys ah !!! open ur eyes la!!!

lost in the world of frenship

hmmm i know her for a year now ...
but then the more i know her the more i feel lik slapping her ...
she is my best fren ...
but now i had enough tat i had to accept wat ever shit she will giv me...
i m sick of tat already!!!
when she had bad mood i need to make till lik i m in a good mood jus to cheer her up!!
but when im in a bad mood... i don see her o even her shadow!!
when i m joking o making fun of her ...o jus playful ...
she won be happy for tat... i remember when we play water u r the 1st one tat pore the water on my head i m noot in the mood tat day so i pour u back ... but ...
at the end of ther day ,,, guess wat ... i need to buy u back a botol ...
n i need to say sorry to u ... well i really m sick of tat already!!!
but when is ur time to play other o even say bad thing abt other ...
u can really say her from princess till a bitch ... well
i really don feel good by saying ur own fren bitch o ugly even tat she already not as close as b4 but she is still our fren!!!
she don really will care wat other feel when she get in the mood to fool other
but when its her turn ... she will get all angry n mad!!! wats wit tat !!!
even who be frens wit me o who wanna chase me... u also need to giv such comments tat are all also bad none of it is good .!!!
y are u treating me lik tis m i ur best frens ...
o only i m the one tat need u as my best fren!!!

happy decent day!!

Today i dint go to school becoz leg pain oh...
but then i went to tuition...
in tuition i don feel lik tuition at all ...
jus chit chatting n play here n there ....
i tell my guy fren a lot of things ... everything...
then i know actually i don hav chance for him anymore...
haha don know y ... when i hear tis ...
i don feel sad o heart broken...
but i feel more relife ... may be is becoz i knowhow it will end ...
haha happy n rele its sound nice ...
my fre tell me also if i hav a bf ... he will be very fang fuk ever ...becoz i know a lot of things lik bake cake all those ...
really ??? but then every guy i know ... they does't seem happy at all...
joking ??well don know ...

love back someone in the passed...

the person i know two years ago from frens till best fren till kai ko...
till he hav feelings towards me... but at tat time i don know y even how great is he how ppl tell me
bout him ... i still don feel lik accepting him becoz i know i don suit him ...
n i admit i don hav strong feelings towards him..
till after he chase me for a very long time till he giv up onli then i know his value...
but its too late for me to turn around ...

when i realise i lik him i really went to look for him...
i went to cheer comp jus to see him...
but unfortunately ... when i see him my feelings getting deeper..
untill today i cant resist ... i tell him wat i feel ///
even i fail ... but i feel more better then last time...
may be its the time where is turns back to me to wait for him now ...
to prove ... to me n to u ...