every gurl have any fantasy of her ideal boy friend ??

a guy who can afford her every needs ??

a guy who can be safe around with ...

a guy who love the gurl more then he love him self ??

a perfect guy with perfect teeth or should say hygiene ??

a guy with 6 packs?? and hot features!!!

well ... to me ... its jus simple ....

i dun need financial support from him , beside paying everything when i go out with him but without paying the things i gonna buy for my self lik cloth la of course ... but he insist y not

( who doesnt want a bf to pay for ur stuff??)

i dun need muscular dude with 6 packs n hot features .... i dun mind he is not a sexy asshole ....

or a hunk ... even he is a simple guy ... with no packs at all ... or jus one pack in the middle of his stomach ... i woulden have mind at all ... ( features cant feed u full rite?)

i dun need a boy fren who is filthy rich ... who is a millionaire... or bill gate's son ... all i jus need is a guy who is financially stable ... who can support me by movie tickets n dinners ... if we dun have tat much of amount of money i dun mind staying home with a bunch of cd to watch with him .... (its still quality time with each other rite ?)

mine ideal bf will be simple as eating a peanut ...

i need a bf who is always there for me ... a 24/7 boy fren who care of me ... even its 3 am in the morning ... when i sms him he will be there for me ...

i need a bf who is lovable .... tat love me lots ... lots till it cant be describe n it will take my breath away ... tat will miss me often ... even i dint say i wanna see him ... he will personally find me by himself .... find reason crappy reason to see me .... will not argue with me will not scold me ...

even if we argued ... i hope in the end if his fault ... he would be a gentleman telling me how sorry is felt .... and then continue being a gentlemen telling me this fight is over n settle n telll me how much he still love me... telling me how he feel when another guy approach to me .... n how much he scare of losing me ( well this mostly guy woulden say rite) to be open minded n tolerance ....

will always tolerate with me ...

all i needed is the loving part ... which he need to show a lot to me ... becox every girl wanted to be loved right ?? n to me tat matter the most ...

as u guys were wondering ... wat happen in my weekends last week ...

well i dint do much ...

jus stay at home look after two kids....

my sis n her fren ...

bringing them to go out makan when they r hungry ....

look lik a mom >.<>

lol .... saturday nite went up to ampang look out point ...

my sis wanna bring her fren there .,.. n me i m driver of the day !!! n mommy for tat hour ...

then bring them home safe n sound n is my turn to have fun ,...

went yum cha with my frens ....

duncan n evoone ... lol so long neve see them de ....

so went out yum cha ... can chat lots of stuff non stop good!!!

then sunday ....

lol bring tat two kecil budak out ...

for lunch ... then went out ice kacang with yong jian ...

then we have this stupid idea of going " some place"

then ... we went ...

lol one stupid thing was ... we haven reach tat place ...

yong jian crush ... into the longkang n luckily i dint get hurt ....

i mean we dint get hurt ... cox i was in passenger seat ...

n he crush into the passenger seat tat side ...

i was damn horrified !!! n when the crush happens i was screaming my life .....

thx jian .... second time i involved in acciden becox of u ... haha but cant really blame him ...

cox the road was slippery ... cox its raining ...

we shoulden have went tat place tat day though >.<

i was suppose to blog abt this last week since i was so so so darn lazy ... so

haha i blog it now ... since i m so so so bored ...

well here goes ...

lol last week friday after college class ...

lol totally ditch everyone ...

me, nicole ,diana , and sherrie ...

haha went out n they are gonna have slumber party at my house tat day ...

lol 1st venue was sg wang !!!

we went there shopping ... omg ..

we can be best fren forever lol cox when we shop ...

we will shop till we drop ...

we buy lots of stuff ... omg ... its lik sales period n yea not yet i know ...

but our purpose is to shop there....

after shopping ....

i suffer in jam from sg wang till leisure mall to watch 2012 ...

lol tat movie is totally nice to watch must see ...

haha but compare to the day after tomoro ... yea i still think the day after tomoro rocks better ...

after movies we went to ampang look out point to eat dinner ....

haha took lots of picutre there .. n gossip a lot there ....

lol i know gurl really love gossiping n shopping rite !!!

end our day when we went back to my house ...

n we were totally exhausted

but yet still gossip till 4am in the morning ...

while i wait for my bf to reply me ( he was in genting gambling while i m busy with my pals darn him )

saturday ( last week )

wake up really early but slumbering around ... with them in my room ...

talking talking talking ...

swt ... then 11 am wanna go to college to support our sport team ...

mana know at the end .. we end up in a coffee shop gossiping again ... haha

lol we memang pandai gossip ...

then till 1 om is time to say bye bye ...

i reach home at 2 pm ... n yes my bf still gambling in genting ...

i still kinda pist off ......

nvm .. so at nite ... i went to shee ken birthday party ...

is more lik makan buffet there ... not even party ...

lol anyways thx for inviting ..

hope u have fun tat nite ... haha .... n remember the present i gave u ...

n after his birthday .. i went out with the guy tat i pist off ...

lol my bf ... he still my bf rite ??

so .. he bring me to re-zone ...

yes is a pub / club ....

he wanna yum cha ( aka drink beer)

with his frens so i needa company him ...

so tat day got "show " to watch ...

means strip dance n pole dance ...

yes!!! i mean it ... but to open my eyes ....

wow the gurls there are darn sexy wow their body shape is jus lik JENNIFER"body ...

lol i mean megan foxx body ...

i m so amaze by them they took my breath away ... when i see them dance OMG ...

n they r so sexy ... sexy sexy sexy !!!

ok ...

sunday (last week)

lol went out to my niece birthday party ...

family reunion .. ntg much ... jus happy to see them lo ..

tat it ...

lol then went out with my bf after tat ....

the one trying to get the ice cream is the birthday boy

aint he cute !!

this week friday ...(20-10-09)

lol went out with my dear college frens again

diana ,josephine , sherrie , poi kuan and chu won

lol went to one u

only me n diana n sherrie watch jennifer body ...

other went to watch 2012....

lol tat movie is really off the hook ...

omg she is darn hot ...

lol the movie is ntg scary more lik entertainment to me ...

haha its more abt sex ... romance n funny n disgusting ... haha

not bad to watch with ur bf ... haha ..

make sure ur bf dun rape u instead ... haha

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering
how long you will be around.

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.


When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.


When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a Girl wants to see you everyday.... she wants to be pampered.


When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.


When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.


Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person....

heart broken ....

peoples are all the same....

havin the same character ....

or jus me no use??

when u have tat person ... u dun appreciate ...

when u want tat person to be urs .... u appreciate them a lots !!!

treating them lik the most precious thing in earth ....

giving them everything they asked for ...

trying to fullfil everything they need ....

after getting them ...

things start to be dull ....

start to be jus both two ppl ...

neve mix around .... n all they jus did was ... companying each other ....

wat she want she tells ... n he neve lik last time to full fill it again ...

promises will be broken ....

treating her as jus a person ...................................................................................................

B4 pak toh

send u home, dun bare to let u go.... make u turn... hug u ... after 5 mins still in the car ...

after pak toh

send u home ... no hug or kisses even ILOVEYOU ...see u go in then go ...

B4 pak toh

guy: wat you wanna eat ....

GURL : i wanna eat ....

guy : ok lets go

after pak toh

guy : wat you wanna eat

GURL : i feel lik eating ......

Guy: giving other opinion ...

B4 pak toh

gurl scold guy when he do wrong things ....he will say he will change

after pak toh

guy scold the gurl even she is sick ...and when having bad temper will jus show their temper on the gurl ... gurl neve have the chance to fight for her rights ...

B4 pak toh

the gurl dun lik smoker

guy will change for her .. bare not to touch cigarette

the gurl dun lik drinker / gambling

guy will neve touch tat .... n tell her he changed ...

after pak toh

is jus thier basic character ....

smoke drink n gamble ... the gurl dun have the right to nag anymore ...

b4 pak toh

guys will always misses the gurl till send an email or facebook messages with his feelings of missing tat gurl so much ...

after paktoh ...

neve anymore ...

b4 pak toh

girl call him to come to her .... after 5 min the guy will reach ...

after paktoh

girl call him come to her ... after 5 min he still haven arrive ...

b4 pak toh ...

guys will plan everything for the gurl to go out with him ....

after pak toh ...

gurl planned ... then guy will have their excuses ....

b4 pak toh ...

gurl cry ... guy will know n try his best to comfort her

after pak toh

gurl cry .. guy neve know she did ....

i sokong GOOGLE ...

its so darn useful

till i can even google search someone ...

n then know his having an affair ... lol ...

I LOVE GOOGLE ...

50 days...

lol 50 days consider not long enough for a couple??

hahah ... but 50 days ... already proven tat how much i love you ....

in this jus 50 days....

a lots things happen .... haha .....

you made me experince something which i dint experience before ....

teach me something tat i neve learned b4...

even u dun tell me sweet talk ... n sometimes even I love you this 3 words its hard to heard from u ....

its really nice when i do listen I love you off n on ...

becos tat prove tat how much u r missing me at tat time....

i love the way u call me n suddenly call me ching ai de ... or lao poh ...

haha ...becox u say already dang me as ur lao poh...

although i feel its still early to call me such name ...

but i still feel really happy in my heart ...

the way u care abt me is totally different from those i guy i date in the pass

... well they usually dint scold me while they were caring ....

instead when u heard i m having fever n stuff ... u will scold me ...

>.<>

but this is u ... rite??

lately ur line has been sub to mine ... haha ...

we usually sms n now ... we call each other more ...

while ur in out station ... i miss u so much ... even tat i dint show ... but while waiting for ur sms or call ... i will keep thinking about you ... how much i misses ur hug dear ....

ur the 1st bf tat bring me where ever i wanna go ...

which some times i feel really bad of testing you lik midnight ... i feel lik eating "tong sui "

u will purposely drive me out to eat ... n u need to use ur brain to strain where got tong sui ...

hhahah ... sometimes i feel really "sing fu" ...

your will always with me ... while i have problem to solve n u will advise me with ur opinion ...when i wanna go bank u purposely fetch me ....

after u finish work ... even ur tired ...

u will still find me ... see me ....

becox tat i have the desire of going to genting or beach ... you will bring me there ...

you dun hang out with ur frens often de becox of me too !!!

becox u say u rather spend time with me then with them ... u make me feel really happy ...

even though going hiking with u its really a hard job for me ... i really dislike it a lot ....

but to spend time with u .... i willing to go ... while seeing pay so much attention on me....

sometimes really feel so bad tat i shoulden have go hiking ... then u can finish faster or catch up with ur cousin ... i feel lik i m burden of urs... but u took care of me a lot there... i feel so secure ...

you rescue me from tat day my car broke down ... by jus calling you ....

then u were here lik jus 15 min ... even you say u will reach tat place by 30 min .... i know you feel worried of me .... you always do right ??

especially i go clubbing rite ?? haha nowadays its hard to hear you say tat you are jealous ...

becox you say u dun feel lik controlling me ... becox you say u know i m a free bird tat dislik ppl to control ...

but sometimes your really bad ass ...

u will sometimes make fun of me ... when i really miss you tat day ... n i wanna see you ...

you will make me say i really miss you n wanna see you only u will find me ...

n u make excuses like tired n lazy ... sometimes really make me pist off ...

sometimes u having working stress .... n then you will have this bad attitude ....

you will be not in a good mood ... n then will talk with me in a pist off voice ... which irritate me ...

you make me feel tat u are pist of with wat i did .... and when i ask u wat happen ...

you won tell me n will say ntg la ...

pls tell me wat u thinking ... you always make me think a lot ....

ask me confusing question ... lik DO YOU KNOW WAT I WAN MOST FROM YOU ??

lol ... the odd thing was ... the answer was so unexpected ... lol i jus got one correct ....

n now still i need to continue to find its answer ....

i jus dun lik when ur angry ... you will be the most scary creature on earth ....

i really feel scared >.< ... i dun noe whether to explain on my behalf or jus to keep quite ....

u will have a loud tone n raise ur voice n then tell me wat i did wrong n every single thing u said is lik i cant correct my self which i feel all i wrong ....

i really scare of losing you ... you ask me why .... i dunno how to tell you the answer ...,.

may be u treat me really good gua ....

n i feel tat while your not here ... i dun feel complete ... becox u complete me....

i really feel very happy to be with you ... even we have sweet n sour times together ..

but i din regret of choosing this path ....

i seriously dunno wat i gonna do if i lose you ....

becox i love you ....

i hope u feel the same too even i m not perfect ....

i m naughty n naive n childish ...

hope u can accept me as who i m ...

i love week ends!!!

i Really lik week ends where there is no college !!!

i will enjoy every bit of this few days ...

and go have fun with my dear frens or my bf !!!

n every week is a new day ....

new thing for me to discover !!!

FRiday ....

after college .... lol today college was only 2 hours....

finish at 10 .. then went one utama with my dear frens ... have fun ...

eat breakfast n our most favorite thing ever !!!

shopping !!! lol ....

went there with diana nicole josephine and sherry ....

i drove there ... lol cox dun need to waste petrol driving two cars rite??

each of us broght something there ... really satu gang of gila shopping people.

after one utama .... went home around 2 ....

then went out with kah mun again ...

actually wanna watch jennifer's body ...

but instead too late de.... cant make it ...

so only yum cha ... in leisure mall old town ....

haha ... tat place was really new ...

its also very cold !!! omg ... should have bring along my jacket ....

i cant hear the song

saturday ....

whole day with yong jian lol ....

he came my house by 3 o clock wanna watch movie de ...

end up staying my house watch tv ... lol

then went out eat ice kacang togather ....

then chill in my house till at night ...

he play my lap top ... i sleep ... lol

tired ma wat to do ....

then ... 8 oclock ... have family dinner cox its halloween ...

so we ate poisoon apple (aka chocolate mix apple )

then 9 o clock i get ready to go party in poppy ....

lol reah there around 11 .. went in ....

then i saw damn lots of fren there ...

even my cousin also there OH my gosh !!!

unbelievable rite??

hmmm anyways ... tat place was pack with people !!!

damn pack .. cant move a bit in the dance floor also l...

so dint really have much fun ....

and anyways ... happy birthday to u KIM FU ... his birthday .... hope he have fun lo ..

he was drunk till even his cake also forgotten to cut ...

then after clubbing went yum cha .... then go home sleep....

he drunk de ...

sunday ...

party too much till sick ...sleep at home ...

luckily got yong jian ,... he company me ....

he play uno with me .... n my sis too ...

oh yea some of my bad luck day too during this week

this week my car really make me pist off ....

tat day raining ... i was lowering down my window... to pay toll...

ok ... fine ... as i was lowering down .... tat stupid window dropn inside the drop passage ...

i dun noe how to describe la !!

then the next day .... not long after tat incident ..

i finish my class at 4 o clock was kinda pist off cox ... the class extanted from 2 till 4....

i was already swearing my teacher ...then when i reach to my car ...

when i was gonna start it ...

tat bloody car cant be started ....

n i need to wait for my dad to help me ...

waited for one hour ... so by the time i reach home,,,

it was already 6 pm!!! u see my class end at 2 ... i will be home by 3 !!!fuk up ...