the moment u walk into a room full of people...

it doesnt matter who they was ....

u will jus wan him to be there ...

walking with u on the path ...

holding ur hands ....

and it make you feel like your his ....

at the moment and u kiss him ,...

everything around u ... feel hazy

and it only thing in focus ...

is u n this person

and you realize tat the person ...

is the only person tat u suppose to kiss for the rest of ur life...

and for one moment ...

u get this amazing gift ....

and u wanna laugh and wanna cry ....

becox u feel so lucky tat u found it and feel so scared tat it will go away at the same time

there are many million people out there ...

but it only comes down to one...

that is me and you !!!

weekends

lol ... i love weekend ... cox i get to spend the time with the one i heart ...

becox his such a busy guy ...

only the weekends .... we get to do really cool stuff .... lol ok

well not cool la .. but i get to spend time with him which i feel its great !!!

on saturday

planned to go mid valley ... to buy gift for my fren coming birthday ...

lol ... so unexpected we brought this kinda present for him ...!!

hmmm cox i dun really know wat he lik ... seriously by being his fren for 1 year ,,,

i kinda suck as a fren ....

hmmm anyways ... i feel happy tat i get to go out walk around with my teddy ~

which i know he was really tired jus finish work ... n then need to entertain me ...

i m so so so sorry ~by walking around mid valley the whole darn afternoon with my stomach empty ....

decided to eat curry mee ... which its considered cheap in mid valley right ...

then walk around again ... till abt 7 .. then went home !!!

lol ... i kow it sound not cool at all !!! but i feel it is where i get to spend time wit him ...

yea i know i know i repeat my self a lot time de ok ...

playing my comp while waiting for me to get dress ... haha ... so relax hor my bed

sunday !!!

well i dun noe y lately sundays i always have healthy activities lik last week sunday ...

i went to this jungle tracking yea ... n its related to this ...

becox i saw there is a way to a water fall ... so i really feel lik going there !!!

ok i need to climb up to the mountain top to jus to go to tat water fall ...

was so tiring !!! n so suffering ...

from 12 .30 pm we start to walk ... reach to water fall abt 2 20pm....

lol almost 2 hour!!! ....can balik ipoh de !!!

with my stomach grambling cox empty stomach till the hill top ...

i m so hungry !!! i can eat an horse!!!

hmmm its fun n worth it after suffering ....then we leave abt 4 pm ...

cox its gonna rain ... i feel lik fainted de!!! whole day neve eat !!!

i started to feel lik leg is wobbling and shaking ....

i feel so weak ... i can faint any time !!!

then while walking down the hill ... i fall down ... my ass hurts !!!

ouch the tears in my eyes ... imagine how hurtful it is !!!

luckily its already near to an end ... reach to the car abt 5 30 pm ...

-.- one whole afternoon gone jus to climb a stupid mountain !!! wat the fukk ...

but i enjoyed a lots!!!

at night went out with teddy again ... suddenly i feel lik i hunger of durian !!!

so tell my bf n then we went to buy some ... lol he really know how to choose !!!

really darn pro haha lik a old man ( >.<>

then we went to my house to eat ... together with my family ...

haha my family is durians lover .... haha ... so we chit chat while eating ....

after finish ... me n dear went out with his fren to ''9 gold old man ''( rain god) festival

lol ... yea there is lots of ppl there !! ... it look lik it ha become some tradition for ppl to go there to pak toh >.<>

lol i had lots of fun today .. really thx u my dear!!!

thx ...

the map we need to travel to the water fall

u look so puny

lol we look so matching with our tummy !!!

so cold the water !!

taking picture hahah

seriously it look really nice with ur naked eye

i miss the time i hang out with my frens ....

i miss the time we gossip ...

i miss the feeling of those nite in clubbing ... where we can dance lik no body business...

i miss the time where we always call up to go shopping ...

the yum cha section we usually have

the mid nite hunger tat we always call up n then go eat supper ...

the pasar malams tat we goes...

those activity tat we go ...

feeling tat we share ....

y lik a sudden everything changes ... we dint keep in touch tat much ....

ever since we have partners in our life ....

you n me become more busy then usuall ...

which make me miss more of frens then my partner ....

if i had to live my life without u near me

my life will be so empty

with you i see all my life so clearly

i might be felt in love before

but i neve feel this love so strong

our dreams are young and we both know

they will take us where we want to go ...

so hold me tight ...

i dun wan to live without you ~

ntg gonna change my love for u

you must know how much i love you

one thing u can be sure of

i never ask for more then ur love

the world may change my whole life through

but ntg gonna change my love for u ...

if the road ahead of us is not so easy

our love will lead the way for us

lik a guiding star

i will be there for u if u should need me

you dun have to change a thing

i love u just the way u r

so come with me n share the view

i help u see forever too

so hold me tight ...

i dun wan to live without you ~

ntg gonna change my love for u

you must know how much i love you

one thing u can be sure of

i never ask for more then ur love

the world may change my whole life through

but ntg gonna change my love for u ...

i miss everything about you

without you i will be suffocated ;

without you

the nite is seem so long;

when i close my eye all i think its you

when i passes by the places we went

it makes me remember the time i spent with u

your not perfect as wat i dream

but ur the person i still love

when the bird dun fly

when the sky is crying

darling i will still be in love with u

22 oct 09

lol today was unexpected !!!

i wake up at 11 am .. was wondering whether i have class later at 2 pm o not ...

cos my class went to a field trip to the parliament ....

haha me i dint follow cox need to pay for bus money ...

unless its free then i shall think abt it haha ...

hmmm anyways ... class cancel as wat i heard from my frens....

n then my dad got mad though i ponteng class...

hais speechless...

then i was wondering at home ... doing ntg till yong jian msn me !!!

lol he ask me whether m i free ...

of course ... i m so we planned to go walk around some where ...

head to mid valley !!!

with my sis n yong jian togather ....

i dun noe y ... both of them can talk a lot of things togather even the age gap!!!

swt .... hmmm so we all dint ran out of topic!!!

so had a great time today .... neve expect though >.< ....

yong jian addicted to the light !!!

supporting my digesta aid

act dead but failed

chenling's hand act dead success

drink tea

sms still can post walau

MUST POST THIS WHEN CHEN LING ALWAYS SAY THE ANNOYING WORD DESU~

chen ling favorite food shushi

yong jian hair cut ... rocks...

from saturday 17 oct 09

lol for so long i dint blog ....

friday 17

i had pizza for breakfast yes fattening !!! hmmm

i had no choice my maid dint cook ... n her food kinda bored to me de!!!

n i had a great appetite for a slice of pizza !! so y not ... i called n it come abt 30 mins...

wow tats fast .... after pizza online online n more online!!!

i get so fade up then i asked my sis to go movie with me to leisure mall....

lol instead it turn out to be a family outing .... go along with my sis in law n my bro ...

so wat we watch haha i know this sound childish yea we watch

CLOUDY WITH THE CHANCE OF MEATBALLS

lol tat movie were funny !!! kinda touching at the end .... haha not bad to watch with a 11 year old beside u ...

haha ... had fun lol ... after finish the movie ... i saw a message from YAu (a.k.a my BF)

hmmm he sms me saying tat he will be waiting me at speedy ....

i was so so so happy becox he went out station for 2 weeks ... n he suprise me he came back ;...

be4 the date he say he come back ...

i know it sound easy n its doesnt seem lik a suprise at all ... but to me it is ,...

so went out with him .... after movie...

18 oct 09 sunday

to many ppl sunday will always be a family day outing for them ...

lol so i tag along with my BF family to go jungle hiking

-.- i ate too full ... i throw up on the way up the top ..

lol so so pai seh !!! luckily his family was a head of me ...

so they dint notice i throw up .... he did la ...

he was frighten by me .... cos he said tat my face turn white ... as if i saw a ghost ..

haha i m weak !!! lol need to go execise more often de!!!

i forgotten when the last time i exercise de :)

so tired !!! but i did have fun !!!

19 oct 09 monday

no class no life !!! ntg to do !!! at home sleep !!!

at the afternoon had lunch with my YAu ...

lol e really cant eat spicy stuff!!!

my eye were lik this O.O when he keep putting chillis on his dish !!!

after makan then he fecth me home n i become pig again ...

sleep !!!

20 oct 09

class started ... yes ... i get up at 9 very sleepy still even though i sleep a lot!!

then mana tahu .. when i reach college ...

i was swearing to my law teacher !!!

cos class cancel n she dint inform us !!! bloody hell

hmmm so went out breakfast with sabrina .... n thn go to her house to have a nap ...

at 2 i went to college again for account class ...

n there i m swearing again .... becox the bloody teacher dint teach us tat particular chapter ...

instead wants us to do an exercise on tat chapter !!! u think we all Isaac Newton ??

or wat Einstein ??

lol ... we dun have big brain lik his ....

21 oct 09

lol Yau went out station again ... hais bored at home ....

went college as usuall ntg really happen today ...

bored bored bored ...

16 oct friday

today no college !!!!

happy depuavaali!!!!

hahaa ... then wake up at 1 something ... so so so tired!!!

hais.. wake up go bank then go leisure mall ....

eat sushi with my bro n sis ...

hahha ... enjoy nya!!!!

then went home daddy start to talk with us n we was bored cox raining cant online n watch astro..

so he start his joke ... lol funny neve know he was so funny

this is ice cream lol ... taste lik tea!!

lol my bro order .... come here eat sushi he come here eat curry mee

sms with his gf only hais...

lol sushi!!!

hi i taking picture of u oh!!

15 oct malaysian studies!!!!

rajin nya dianna

sabrina was tired of reading anymore!!

here come nicole lol...

lol went to college at 11 ....

late for class cox over sleep ..

haha ....hmmm account class getting more n more stress!!! cox teacher keep on scolding us!!!

nagging ah!!! omg her nagging ah !!! can really kill me!!!!

i rather die !!!!

then continue law!!! ah need to study again .... dun get wat teacher teaching de!!!

hmm then study for malaysian studies.,,,

lol ... so nervous !!! 3 o clock exam ....

i was so nervous when i was in the exam hall ....

but it turns out fine!!! .... i finish the whole exam for 1 hour ... n tat paper is 2 hour paper !!

hahah ...finish early went out from exam hall early ...

then me dianna n nicole went yum cha ...

hahaha .... i hope i can at least pass!!!!

wednesday ..14 oct

my breakfast haha fattening

lol in the morning i was so darn hungry !!!

cox non stop class till 11 ... from 8 till 11 ...

haha ... so i kinda skip half of the account class jus to go to the canteen ..

to get some thing to munch ...

hahha with my pals nicole n diaana....

hahah ... we head back to class after tat .. then i have 4 hours of no class !!!

bored so ... we talk start to gossip n talk a lot of gurls talk ...

hahah so long neve really gossip de!!!

have fun even its boring 4 hours ...

i wasted 2 hours to gossip n then they need to head to class ... me i went to library to study my Malaysian study since tomoro i have exam rite!!!!

lol wish me luckQ!!!!

XOXOXO

tuesday ...13 oct

lol today is kit ying actual birthday ...

so dun wanna wish u twice la... ok hahah so bad la me ....

hmmm anyways ... i hope u enjoy ur birthday loo this year ok??

well she have gathering so i went with her along with evoone ...

haha ... i was so blurr cox all plan is her fren ... i jus go there n look preety ... hahah ...

but they ease my time lo ... haha ....

anyways ... the cake was looking darn good!!!

its sui ling make de //.... really very good !!! delicious ....

anyways ... happy birthday

this is a good way to tell a person u love her hahahahahhaha enjoy ;...

lol ... i kinda heart this picture we took together!!!

something i make ... hope u lik it ...

its still a short period of time ... where we were together ...

hard to tell wats gonna go on next ...

but currently ... i jus know one thing tat really matter most ...

is tat i heart u a lot >.<>

happy one month YAu ...

monday

lol today was a blast !!!!

hmmm i jus took back my law paper ... it seem i dint really did so bad!!!

hahah .... ok i m consider average??

hmm but i need to work hard to next sem rite ....

continue on ... i finish class at 1 pm pick up my sis ... n head to eat lunch together !!

haha ... so long tat i dint have lunch with her de ...

so we planned to eat sushi instead ... there is too many ppl !!1

becox is sushi card day so we head to delifrance to eat !!!

our order ....n only cost us abt 25 ?? cox got promotion n stuff ... not bad ....

i miss you a lot a lot words cant be describe ....

i mis ur hot warm sexy kiss ....

i miss ur warm n comfortable hug...

when your not here .... the road i travel has been so meaningless

when your not here ... the bed i sleep its so different

i hate the feeling when we start to argue ....

i cried the whole night ... thinking wats wrong with us....

n here i still stand strong ... for u to come back ....

i m sorry too for everything i did wrong ....