the last day of school!!! 30-10-08

today is the last day of school ....
can considered.... becoz after today ...
our absent wont be counted ...
so who wanna go then !!! lol
we are gonna have graduation tomoro ...
hais so fast ... is already gonna be another new year !!!
n spm is gonna be nearer n nearer...
well in school today we are given the graduation gown ... (juba for bm)
its purple in colour for science stream ... arts stream n sastera is not same ...
well ... our colour is the most uglyest of all ... but i m proud to be the harapan sekolah...
coz our school is purple school also !!!
well after school went out .. to watch high school musical 3 !!!
coz i m desperate for tat movie!!!
well its talking abt prom!!! n also graduation jus lik us form 5!!!
i felt its really suitable for us form5 to see tis movie !!!
really nice romantic n also touching!!!
its way better then the 1st movie n the second!!!
so i went there wit jun wei frens , kit ying n lai yee!!!
1st tie went out wit lai yee !!! ... she very funny when wacth movie the time !!!
keep laugh laugh laugh !!!
sad also giv her make till i happy de !!!! haha ...

well nice? i felt yer ....

whats the meaning of love??

wats the real meaning of love ??to be sad when ppl dump u ?to be happy when ppl kissed u ??to hav the relationship wit the person u lik o love?no ones actually know wats the meaning of love actually ..even to those who hav family ... n married or havin relationship...they will still have to face the probelm tat is bitter ...n hard to be slove ...but once u had solve the problem ur relationship wit the person ... the passion between both of u ...will jus fade away ... slowly ...but y to ask ... y there r still so many ppl waiting to be hurt ?is the feelings to be hurt is nice? or is it fun to be crying over somethings tat isnt urs!!!wats the true things is .. wats is gone will neve come back...wat is not urs ... it won be urs forever even how much u wan it ...it will still remains as others ...then y wait for them to be urs... when other fools out there are waitin to be hurt ...giv them a chance to taste wat u taste .... becox humans are selfish ...love can be in many ways ... motherly loved ... frens love ...n more ... but the most dangerous one of all ...is the love between one couple...even how perfect the couple is ... one day ... they will experience the bitter taste ,...but when it really turns to an end ,,,, there is jus one way ...to forgiv n forget ... even it take one day ... one week ... one month... one year ...or even forever...there will be a way ... for u to let it go ...but if the pain is too unbearable.. live with it.. but never lose to it.. slowly, stabbing, crushing, tormenting you.. nvr giv up, for you will slowly be numb to it.. not feeling any of it.. forgetting everythingfor the last and all.. let a million tears out on the moon.. but when the star shine.. forget bout it.. treat it as it was never there ...let it go as the old will never go ... the new will neve come...

spm still got 13 days... still enjoyin life!!! 28-10-08

today actuall plan to stay at home ... become guai lui ... study ... mana know tat yong jian(my prom partner) call me out ... fecth him eat breakfast!!! ok i go out lo since i wanna take money frm the bank !!! then i fecth him at alomost 2 pm... the go bank ... but no money to take lol... then went to pandan indah for his so call breakfast!! jus 30 min in the car to find for his reastaurant .... we eat pan mee ... it cost abt 18.90 for two bowl ... n thx yong jian for the lunch... haha ... after eating went to fecth my sis home wit yong jian n go to his house ... his house a lot funny funny kinda things... sword .... 3 diamention things ... his video collection made by his own n more... lol .... nice to see nice to hold once broke buy back one for him lol... lend frm him so many comic .... n then see his video n then balik .. lik tis jus wanna fecth him out to eat also waste ... abt 5 hours lol geng ... after tat went home to rest a while then go tuition... while tuition ...at 1st we very sien... then suddenly vivian saw a cocroach ... then it was crossing on the way towards eddy ... n then eddy kill tat thing... yer ... killer ok la ...had a fun day lo lol ... thx to yong jian .... the comics yong jia lend to me... me in yong jian house... yong jian trying to impress me wit his fency look!!! fightin over the fency lookin title.. the cocroach tat eddy kills ... n edited by tze kai...

27-10-08 suprising day

today actually wanna go ts n study wit kit ying n jun wei~!!
mana know tat jun wei call us go green box find him ...
make till us so pai seh wit dun know de ppl say happy birthday !!1
lol then we go into the kara ok room ... all eye was on us!!
we r darn scare coz the senario ... was darn scary !!!
becoz there r almost 20 ++ ppl staring at us!!!
my god i know we pretty lol ... perasan ...
hahah ...the beginning few minute ... me n kit ying lik very malu onli ...
after tat few minute we start to sing n play de!!!
n then know more frens !!! lol .... thx to jun wei ...
haha but jun wei keep layan us ... jus lik waiter ...
we felt lik he jus taking care of us he cant play de !!!
poor him but then we need to say thx to him coz of taking good care of us !!
lol after tat !! we went yum cha n go home !!!
so happy o not jun wei ?? finally see ur name in my blog once again n we two gurl pui u !!!
happy ma??

the gay group !!!
me n my lovely fren ..

the brithday boy kim fu !!!

happy birthday oh!!!!
hope ur wish come true !!!
he is a funny guy !!! n crazy too!!!

An amazing Love Story

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due
to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please,let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,
just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty
coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my
hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'. While
saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched..
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell
out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,
has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice
talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets
all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was
such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty
coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess
married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And,every
time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she
knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My


dearest,
please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I
said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so
nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was
hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be
the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times
in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie
to you for anything..Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty
coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for
anything I do for you.. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and
have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee
again'.

her tears made the letter totally wet.

Someday, someone asked her: what'sthe taste of salty coffee?

It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear
but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one
you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he

cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'

bloody hell kena tag by my own little sister !!!

5 FACT ABOUT ME!!!

• i m single .... lol
• darn pist becoz kena tag by her
• i lik hot dudes well ...
  
• i m not stupid but crazy
  
• last but not lease !!! i hate kena tag by my own little sis !!!

ps .... tis tag is lame!!!

tag ppl who see tis post!!! haha i know i m bad blek !!!

lovin someone

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

stress out in so many ways!!!

from you!!!

• let me fall for u b4 spm !!!
• let me think of u after we brake!!!
• let me hates u even more !!!
• let me feel tat ur love to me is real!!!but the end its not really wat i think it will be!!!
• let me feel tat u r sad after the relationship ends!but dun even know is it true!!!
• confuse abt my feelings to u now!!!
• question abt y u will treat me lik tat !!!
• prayin to god hope tat u will hav the courage to talk wit me again!!!
  
• thinkin wat the hell happen to the person when i 1st knew u !!!
  
• disappointed in every way!!!
  

from my father !!!

• keep on scold me for no reason
• tellin me tat spm is comin but always scold me!!!
• how do i feel lik studyin when u always scold me!!!
• makin me stress abt my mom property!!!
• always askin me for money!!!
• tellin me how much my mom suck!!!
• thinkin y u don think tat ur self suck even more!!!!
• thinkin when will u change back to the old father i knew!!!
• thinkin wat the hell happen to u!!!
• disappointed in every way!!!

from my mom

• worry abt ur livin in london!!!
• y u give me so many duties !!!
• thinkin y u can handle things properlly when u are here !!!
• missin u so much everytime!!!
• when are we gonna see u again!!!
• hoping u will be in my side now !!! helpin me to handle things wit papa !!!
• y u need to go there when we need u here !!!
• think tat u made a wrong mistake!!!

from my studies!!!

• dun know wat the fuk i m studying for !!!
• dun even hav the mood to study anymore!!
• dun even understands wat the hell i m doin ....
• fuking hell stress becoz of those stupids word!!!
• no heart to do well for my spm already!!!
• disappointed on my own self !!!

being tag by Yong Jian!!!

1. do you hav secret ??
yea who doesnt??

2.would you fall in love it a guy younger then u ??
well after my experince neve !!!

3. do you enjoy goin to school ??
well for some reason yea !!!

4. wat will you do wit a billion dollar ??
hmm pay balck money to get 10 as for my spm!!!

5. will you fall in love wit ur best fren?
well if there is the spark between us!!

6.which is more bleesed ,loving someone or being loved by someone?
both?

7.wat do u think its special?
hmm for now a haven a car??

8.if the person you lik secretly is attached, wat will u do?
hmmm well wat u waitin for !!! find another one lA!@!@

9.is there anything tat has made u very happy ?
hmmm well eh ... being wit my frens!!!

10.do you hav any regrets?
haha not really ...

11. how will u see ur self in ten years time?
well married to justin timberlake?? haha ... who knows rite??

12.who currently is the most important person to u !!!
well my best frens of course!!

13.wat kind of person do u think the eprson tagged u is ?
eh frenly in his way n emo sometimes!!! haha

14.wat will u rather be single n rich or married but poor..
i wanna be a rich bustard!!!

15.wat is ur fav colour?
hmmm is it a stupid question to ask??

16.would u giv all to a relationship ?
hmmm if both of us are serious y not?

17.if your fall in love wit two person at the same time... who wil u pick?
haha the one who treat me better !!

18.would you forgiv n forget no matter how horrible a thing the person had done?
hmmm if she or he really felt sorry for it !!! i will

19.do u prefer being single or havin a relationship ?
for now... single is better !!!

20.5 person u need to tag !!
kit ying
yong jian
qi kit
xian ming
cindy

the brake up !!! 24-10-08

the so call cinderella story !!!

well as u all know abt the story of the guy n the gurl...
the final decision for the gurl is to brake up wit the guy ..
under so many advice from her frens !!!
then she decide to broke up wit him ...
even she feel lik dun bare to let her go !!!
but she really feel relive n happy after doing so!!!
so the lesson is !!!
who need guys lik him !!!!
there are more better out side waitin to be hunt !!!
congrats !!!


today!!!!

well today !!! dnt go to school again !!!
coz of some reason haha my eye bunkak de!!!
omg ...coz ahem ahem !!! saw somethings yesterday!!!
lol ... well then abt 1 went to seminar in perijaya !!!
when i reach there wit my frens ...
there dun hav any places for us to sit !!!
so me n kit ying sit wit a bunch of dudes from st grable...
n lai yee n kit yi force to sit infront from the teacher porr thing !!!
sorry !!! haha ... lol such a bad fren i m !!
hmmm then one of the guy sittin next to kit ying is her fren !!!
so they keep on talking then slowly slowly !!
he talk wit me too ... n we became frens !!!
his name is jun wei i think i speel correct !!! haha then we strat to be frens de!!
hmmm he is quite a cute type of person good lookin !!!
but he is not confident at all ...
too bad he cant see tat he is quite cute in his way !!!
then after seminar went to ts n sg wang to buy my graduation shoe!!!
n me n kit ying n jun wei !!!
went there together ... then yum cha !!!
haha have fun even though today happen somethings tat is not tat happy
but i m glad there are frens lik u all!!!

shoe!!! for graduation!!!

haha famous amos !!! thx kit ying!!

who cares?? i hav fun can de la !!! 23 oct 2008

the story continue with an end...

finally the gurl know wat she wants to do .... becoz she know wat she wants really ... she feel deeply in love wit him ? o not ?? even how many ppl says no ... o dun ... she knows wat she feel... so ... the answer ... is wit her know ... hopefully tat guy will treat her as the same too....
my memo for today !!!!

today i dint go to school omg ... coz of lazyness...
but stay at ome doing ntg to jus think of the confusion ...
n finally wit an answer ...
even how many ppl say its a bad choice ....
haha /// but then i did it ....
hmmm when its abt 2 went out wit my father hais...
sleep in the car till 4 ...
haha pig rite becoz i dint do anything but jus stay in the car !!!
lol ... hmmm then reach home online ... hais....
ntg to do ....
then till six get ready to go tuition .. lol
actually i felt happy goin out wit my neighbour bryan ...
both of us can consider as best frens??
haha coz lately tis year we talk a lot abt our lifes ... n he really helps a lot !!
haha after tuition went pasar malam wit him lik always ...
n after pasar malam we went to play ground to chat !!!
lol havin a lot of fun n who needs bf to entertain me??
lol there tis is my day /// well got pics too lo !!!

we smoke!!! me n bryan mmm its very nice!!!


the cigerate ... tat we take ... haha thx to bryan...

smokin ... its a destress kinda thing .. lol
he too high till become sissy de!!

the continue of the stories!!! 22 oct 2008

remember abt the story abt the couple...
welll here the story continues!!!


GUY: (sms)hey dear .... y u call ur frens to test on me YESTERDAY!!!
GURL: BLURR ... anything happen?? (pretended)
GUY: i dun not noe u fake o wat ... tellin ur frens to lie on me!!1
Gurl: (sadly understands evry sigle details while the fren explain) n replyed.. wat they asked yesterday ??
GUY: TATS doesnt matter .... coz ... u tell them abt us?
GURL: I tells my best frens abt my stuff !!!so wat did u reply when my fren ask u ... tat do u hav gf??
GUY: if i say no??
GURL : (heart brakes ... feel lik cryin out) replys... well so is it true??
GUY: who will tells the stranger tat a guy will have a gf??
Gurl : then u should know u hurt me ... deeply !!!

AND TATS THE CONVERSATION ENDS TILL 5 PM

GUY: so we still are couple??
GURL: do u still really truely love me??
GUY: i dint say i dont ... jus i m sick ... so cant really reply
GURL:(thinkin y u can reply my fren so fast n y not me) replys ... i feel very confuse... for every thing tat happen tis two days !!! i feel lik my love for u is fading away but still cant let u go !!!
GUY: sorry pls giv me chance,..
GURL:wat u want me to do??
GUY: jus giv me time for 2 days ... n i promise i will treat u better ///

the gurl neve reply him ... tis time is to giv time to him ... to think propelly !!!

So to all readers do u think the gurl need to giv another chance to tat guy??

TODAY MEMO...

well today when in school ...
i was smsing ... haha ...
then teacher saw me dint do anythings in class...
so she check wat i doing...
she wanna opened my bag where there is my phone in side...
i quickly hold my bag ... n say ntg ntg ,,,
ok ok teacher i do things...
phew ... luckily she dint open o not i gonna die!!!

then on chemistry class

wa darn bored coz teacher was discussing abt exams...

well me n kit ying n another fren fara ...

was talking abt guys ...

haha no often ... so talk abt how bad are guys ...

how good ? not really ...

well we hav fun talking haha
then after school i went home...
hais tired i though today i will be restin at home...
but instead went out at 4 ...
to go out wit my dear fren kit ying ...
well go where leisure mall again to find my shoe for the graduation ...
where there aint one at all!!!
omg so hard to find the shoe!!! hmmm then we eat amw ...
buy shirt again ...
till 7 then went to tuition...
untill 10 !!! omg cant rest either study also ... swt right ??
remember me n my frens ponteng tuition yesterday ...
today when we reach to tuition ...
the teacher strat nagging abt those ppl who ponteng yesterday ...
well dint say our names but then its still ...
very fish when he scolded us !!!
n say us childish.... omg
felt guilty already .... won happend again ok...
so here is the pics for today ..



AMW mmmm... delicious1!!!

so happy o not happy ?? dun know 21 oct 2008

GIRL : i hav a bf ... where he does not seem to be lik one...
Fren: well come i help u play him
Guy : (sms) hi who r u ??
FREN: i m SOME ONE (name) do u hav GF??
GUY: NO !! I DUN!!!
FREN : WELL I LOVE U WILL U BE MINE?
GUY :Y NOT??!!
GIRL (feel sad becoz tat bf accept her fren even he hav a gf)

WEll to all readers ... whom do u think its wrong here ??
GIRL? to check on her bf? OR the GUY to cheat on her??

GUY FREN TELL TO THE GURL...
u holding a cup and u pour hot water in the cup, when the water almost full filled u must stopped , if not the hot water will onli maek ur hand get hurt ,understand? ( then she realise wat the hell she is thinking ??y she must to be so cheap?)(TZE KAI THX U )


HAPPY THINGS!!!
FINALLY i know i have all the trial result n u know wat !!! i hav 6 credits ...
where there is a b c la.... haha ... n my fav bio i get 5c!!! omg 1st time pass then get C5!!!
i darn happy finally i can get into the corse i wan!!!

i company my fren kit ying .... to buy formal wear !!!
we were trying for cloths pants n skirt !!!
we were in the fitting room more then 1 hour omg!!!
ntg to do change cloths here n there !!!
n take pics stupid but yet its fun haha ....
happy ma kit ying finally brought ur formal wear ??

my frens hav this stupid though thx to tze kai ...
we ponteng chemistry tuition at night 8pm ...
me went to gilly cafe to play black jack ... n majong !!!
n u know wat i lose abt rm 6 !!!
ah spm la play play play lol .... hahah thx to all my frens
kinky ... lai yee...vivian ... gipson ... shawn ... n expecially the master mind tze kai ....
teaching us to ponteng!!! anyways i had fun today!!!

nice?? tis is wat we gonna wear for graduation!!!

being cool cant u see??

went ponteng !!! happy syok gila!!

wat the hell open gamble!!!

the loser!!! lol

confusion!!!

everything !!! family ... studies !!!
all of tis suddenly come at once!!!
jus onli tis ...
all tis made me feel confuse n stress!!!
y my family need to argue abt money !!!
argue abt things tat can settle properlly !!!
y need to argue when my spm is near !???
y need to argue when i need to me the middle man??
m i so easy n stress free to u all??
y my father need to scold my mom even wat she did all was the right things
whereas him is jus ntg !!!
useless n unforgivable!!!
cant u look urself in side the mirror??
i need to use things to make my self not to think so much@!@!@#!@#
but all u always did is to remind me n remind me!!!
i jus hope one day my family will jus become jus lik last time!!!
last time tat we always have fun n be as one family!!!
daddy all u need to do is to be honest n we as ur child ...
we !!!
WE CAN FORGIV U
COZ WE STILL HAVE HOPE ON U N WE STILL LOVE U AS A FATHER

happiest friday ever!!!17-10-08

y is the happiest friday ever??
haha .... i went out wit my current darling of course
lol .... so happy tat u could accompany me
to shop for my formal wear !!!
n everything today .... had made me very happy !!!
THANKS YOU VERY MUCH !!! YANG!!!
today ... i will always remember in side my heart !!! wont erase it forever !!!
my formal wear nice??
it cost abt rm 108 !!!
thx DAR DAR


24 days till spm!!!

happy birthday Kit Ying!!!! 13-10-08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
KIT YING!!!

who is she ??
well she is my best fren duh!!!!
one year older de lo....
but her character still the same old kit ying!!!
always laugh when she is happy o crazy ...
always cry when she is sad @@@
but she change a lot from childish to more mature!!!
haha no offens!!!
dun not cry for wat tat is not suppose to be!!!
dun waste a single time in ur life!!!
u will always hav a lot of ppl to cheer u up!!!
so cheer up ah!!! k muaks
one year older !!! so make a wish !!!
here i wish u spm get as much a's as u want!!!
wish tat u will hav the happiest day in ur life!!!
n always wish u are in a healthy condition!!!
hope we can be frens forever !!!
i love u oh!!! as a fren la !!! of course haha ....
muaks !!!!
me n my best fren!!!


kena cake!!! lol happy birthday soh mui!!!

all leng lui !!! haha lol ...


tis is my video to u !!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tETDlZ5-OY0