hurt me so much...

today ... after arguing with you abt dealing with the dates... of seeing me...

cos i jus wanna see u one day with a longer timing ...

than we start arguing ....

it really make me feel sad when i wonder ... whether u really miss me or not ...

after arguing ... we settle the 1st problem /// than went out for a while...

than ... we start talking abt things laughs n smile... tilll my birthday ...

u say u won able to attend... n u dun even remember when is my birthday ??

wats this ?? do u really love me ?? i question my self ... really make me feel lik crying ... but still bare with it n smile ... n u say u cant attend ?? ,,, i still bare with it n smile ...

though u will call me go ur house to see u longer ... but no ...

raching home u promise to bring me to crocs warehouse sales....

in the end say u cant ....

wanted to make u cup cakes... n u say ... u dun lik them ...

in a day ... u hurt me ... 5 times...

and the sixth time ... is when before u go to bed ... u said u doesnt missed what we usually do ...

hais.... 6 times in a row... my heart stop beating when i saw ur message ...

really make my tears flow... n wonder whether ... u love me ?? or not ?? ...

for so long i neve really blog already ...

now is jus a blog abt my life...

yea its interesting ... with my frens ..

n yes !!! i get back together with my boy fren de... finally this is official this time ...

no more hanging ...

tat can really make me focus better on my studies...

but one thing i really doubting me ... hais nvm ....

is it good thing or bad??

yea n his birthday coming up...

jus really wanna spend every moment with u while ur birthday ...

but than u make me choose??

n u say u respect me ?? or ... u dun wan me interrupt??

but nvm at least u gave me ur one day ... one day for me to show u how much i love u !!!

not saying ur not good ... but than ... just sound so not right !!!.... understand?? ...

becos mostly when i see guys fren birthday ... will always have his gf beside him....

jus feel ... so wrong ... may be u wan ur space i get it .. but i cant fully accept it ....

really dun wanna predict wat will happen in the future... seriously make me scared....

but i go through once ... second time wont be hard to go through anymore...

seriously doubting again ... hais....

i think this time ... its official ...

work for "war blade game"

lol for your information .... yes i work for this game call war blade ... is a chinese game ...

n i dunno how to play n they aspect me to promote this game for them ... haha ... wat to do ...

hmmm anyways if u keep track i always have part time on this kinda game side of the job ...

n i did had a easy job n easy earn money ... haha ...

n this game all my job is to go every cyber cafe .. almost every cc in kl ... to get ppl to register for the game... n while doing that ... haha my boss ... love to bring us to eat ... around kl ... the place famous of wat we eat wat....

so now i gonna introduce some nice food .. here since i make a survey de >.<

hmmm so i remember once the fares place i ever go is sekinchan ....

u dunno where is it u can google search it is near kuala selangor there ... where ppl make fishing as a living n i go there to promote game?? wat a joke man ... they also busy fishing la who will go cc to play game oh ...

but the most cc registration i get is in klang dunno why ... but they are frenly people ///

n ofcourse there will be some hamsap lou also la ... haha ... n our rules is to wear skirt ... n u been fool by me to see me writing crap all the while ... ok time to intro something ...

this place is in kepong ... well its a maid house...

where its quite nice lo ... the food also quite delicious... and also quite special

well is near bukit maluri if i m not mistaken ... yes the enviroment is lik a japanese modren restaurant where u can see behind there is all the comics... n waiter all dress as maid...

something special.... hahah

this is in Sekinchan yea is in kuala selangor ...

hmmm there sure is sea n sure famous for sea food lo ...

i went to lake side view to have my dinner cheap n delicious n the place ...

the restaurant is on the lake where u can enjoy the lake side lo ...

dun go there after sun set ... before sun set is jus nice...

u can enjoy seeing the sunset while having ur dinner...

this is in sunway ... near old town there ... there is a indonesia restaurant ...

where u can find this dish called " ayam penyet"

in chinese " zak pin gai "

jhahaha the chicken is thin becos is been squash ...

haha no la is the chicken without bones... wats so famous abt chicken without bones...

ah is the way they fry it n the source they put on it ... the combination of the hot chili pepper source with the chicken ... its yummy!!!

there r many more places that he bring me lik in seri kembangan where he bring me eat this ...

fish head noodles... yum yum ... its more special then any other fish head noodles out there ...

n the soup is much more creamy yum yum... miss the days when i m working ... >.< ...

oh yea ... and Klang bak ku teh ... this is one shop call spectacles uncle shop... haha .. funny name ... i will always rememeber ...

the dry bak ku teh was awesome !!! n the bak ku teh it self is already making me imagine it n feel lik eating de >.< ... awesome ......

one whole week

well one week o fun time with frens... lol actually planned to study ... becos trial is in the corner ... but instead end up playing for the week before trial .. lol cant control my self to study leh >.<

haahah i alwasy tell my self its jus trial n its jus lik spm n i honestly know its much more harder then spm ... but still i playing around... >.< ... well i m a person who loves to play around... cant blame??

friday 26 march

well today i went to MIST club .. tag along by jodee

n i did have a lot of funs there its not a bad club to party if u neve been there before....

but the one problem is there are a lot of Indians there ...

not trying to be racist but then ... its true no offence .... becos some ppl who clubs to have only chinese or only malay or only indians... right?? ...

but we can of course hang togehter cos we r one malaysian ... hahah ....

saturday 27 march

SAFARI club in genting

guess who i went there with ?? well i think u won guess who is him ...

till u see his picture with me ... haha ...

this eh may be i went with the people tat is not my gang ??

i cant mix around with them ... n of course may be there are some ppl tat pists me of ...

becos of some reason ... kinda hate wats happening tat day ...

i was regretting y my fren call me go maisoon n i dint follow....

but then its wats i choose right

sunday 28 march

i went out with jeffrey n jodee to eat some sea food in alor street in kl ...

the sea food damn nice lo ....

bila nak pergi lagi ?? hahah ... while eating they are telling me about wats happening yesterday in maisoon ... haha >..<

hmmm then after dinner we went to langat mountain to yum cha...

then continue our story till 1 am ... >.<>

monday 29 march

lol actually planned to study wan today ... but in the end jodee suprise me she neve go back to nilai instead stay in kl to have fun >.< ....

then we actually planned to watch movie de ... but in the end they hang in my house...

then jeffrey play the piano ... wow neve know he can play >.<

haha after hanging in my house... till nite nite ...then dinner time ... we went to bandar sunway jus to eat steam boat .,,, nice leh >.< ... then jodee sleep over in my house ...

tuesday 30 march

i was kinda having fever de... may be becos of everyday go out gua...

then i dunt fell lik going to college de ... but i force my self cos ... i have presentation tomoro ...

n then my team haven even finish our slight so ... in the end ... i went ...

then jodee surprise me again she come back kl ...

then we pulak hang out in my house ... they eat dinner at my house eat spaghetti .....

ever since they all ter cinta pada my maid cook de spaghetti ... >.<

then hang out a while then i send jodee back to nilai ... n we went to there de ice room eat ice...

yum yum ... not bad... haha

wednesday 31 march ...

today presentation day ... darn nervous...

n the when i wake up planned wat to wear de ...

haha but then i feel lik so not me leh ... cos i usually dun wear formal to college ...

when i reach college ... i feel lik everyone see me lik tat hahah ... not i perasan .. may be they also realize tat eh this gurl why dress so fine today .. hahah

haha ... then today whole day only got one class then presentation then go back home de ...

luckily lo if not dress so nice go college meh ... then i reach home sleep ... cos open midnight oil

to memorize presentation slight thingy ... hahah

then sleep not long jodee kacau me in msn say wanna come back kl to go pasar malam...

so yes me n jeff n her again to pasar malam ...

then ... we went there buy things then go my house eat .. >.<>

jeff send her back to nilai ... n me i sleep at my house lo....

thursday 1st april....

tomoro friday n i dun have college ... for some reason ... yes lecturer giv us study break ...

n then today i went to MAISOON club ...

yes club again tak sampai one week then club again rite??

haha .. but today club i dun feel high also ... cos ... hais dj problem ??

n lesss fren ... went ther with jodee ... same old same old... n i go there to kao lui i know two gurl instead of guy ahhaha....

friday 2 april

today i actually planned to study ... but wake up sleep back then wake up the sleep again ....

then when i wanna open my book... some guy called n ask whether wanna go on a date ...

actually planned to go G6 tonight but in the end turn up neve go ... cos... jodee dun wan .. potong steam la her ... >.< ...

then went out with him to alor street to eat dinner then g time square to watch clash with the titans... tat movie kinda nice ... hahha... u ask me abt my blind date ... hmm let me think ...

his way too old for me ... n i dun feel his successful at all at his age ... may be tat y his not married yet ?? hahah ...

saturday 3rd april ...

i at home dunno do wat ... sleep all i remembered... then i was all at home tat day ..

cos my father n my sis went for dinner in my cousin place... n i wanted to study .. but end up ... cant >.<>

lol i went >.< ...to have desert with him ... n even watch a movie with him ... call beauty on duty ,,, tat movie not bad lo ....

u ask me abt who is this guy ... lol if ur in track of my blog i think u would have guessed who is he... haha

sunday 4th april...

at hime wanna study n i did ... but i think its too late de n no point anymore... hahah ...

well dinner with the same guy tat ask me to get desert with him ..again ... with his family ... then had a long chat with him ... haha ... neve did tat before... i dunno wats my next step tat i gonna take but i think see wats the next step only walk bah ... becos i dunno wats my destination anymore... hahah