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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

life being single is always fun to do ...
where u r a free bird ... u can do everything u desire...
every where u go ... u won need to inform anyone n ask permission for it ...
going places tat involving some flirtng activities...
sleep n wake up late isnt a problem at all....
the phone is not tat annoying at all....
won need to even think of gift to giv the special someone ...
dun need to get worried of the special someone whether he or she is hungry o wats up with them...
why is she not replying or he *....
the most i enjoy is ... i get to know more kind of ppl in a different way ....
to choose whether to be with .... yea i know it sound kinda bitch becox i m a bitch = gurl
but when things come till in a very complicated way ....
i get the feeling of running away ... with the feeling hanging in between...
some i hope i could jus be with him in a realtionship tats more then jus frens...
some i hope we were jus frens ....or best frens ....
some i jus regret knowing him ....

to me feelings matter the most ...
well u cant really make Love with the person u dun really love rite ??jus an example....

but ... when things comes to where u need to choose ..
tats when i get the feeling of backing out ...
i hate to tell ppl tat i dislik u ... becox i feel its hurtful....
n when i tend to ignore the person .... he will jus sms me more then usuall...
well humans r jus lik this .... when the things r hard to get ... u jus want to get it no matter wat ...
n tats when ... we were very very closed .... n it turns to be indirectly enemies after being rejected...
n me i m used of the present of the someone ... n when he got the intention to STOP ...
well tats when i felt lonely .... yea i m a bitch....

i realise my age getting older ... i dun have trust to others so easily already..
may be its becox of wat i have gone through ....
n now ... i jus wanna be single ... tilll really one day ... i found the ONE...
hate me if u must ....

1 comment:

Unknown said...

maybe you growing days to days and things u meet are differently every day....

flirting around maybe dangerous but as u are happy with it....
do take care of ur safety 1st....

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