neutrons growth

a new produce neutrons will growth when someone learn something new....

today i finally open my mind into one thing

when someone ask me...

" I THOUGH COLLEGE PEOPLE ALWAYS GO OUT DA WHY U DIDNT ??"

then i realize ...

yea lo y i dint go out often de???

i though i really love to go clubbing ...

and when i realize when i dint go ?? hmmm yea when my ex bf scold me ...

then i scared to go de...

why m i not always going out with frens de??

becos of my ex bf i only want to fullfill my time jus being with him ....

and then my frens slowly slowly lost contact and now ??

frens gone ...

i love to go out ... i love to fool around play around... where is the yin ping tat always go out ??!!!

dunno ... i jus realize when i lost my lover as well as i lost my own self...

i lost some of my frens...

most of all .. i lost my life...

my life now isnt interesting as last time.. well becos ... only i think its you you and more you ....

and i know why u think i m so so so "fan" becos i dun have a life n i wanna inter fear with urs...

realize and its too late ....

today i went to "TIAN HOU GONG"

jus to pray .... for my result ... haha ... exam coming ... well

n help my mom to pray as well ....

and then i know this sound ridiculous ...

but then .... god really kinda giv me the answer towards my question ...

well i dunno but its really to cheer me up after wats going on with my life...

may be i should jus do watever it is and get on with my own life...

so coincident the couple is taking picture for their marriage