My Own 20's

well it has been a while since i have blog ... n so i will start here since my best fren ( kah mun's) nag me that i need to blog at least about my birthday haha ... so here goes...

19/6

well i have my birthday surprises from my boy friend 1st ... we had breakfast in a normal coffee shop which sells the most incredible pork chops n other delicious food ... its just a normal breakfast as i miss their pork chop so much ....

after that we went to midvalley to buy my birthday present ... its a ring lol its not a proposal ring but its just a normal ring which dun have any other meaning ...

i love it lots thx my dear ^^

after all these ... i went home to get ready to go out with him for dinner ... i do not know wat have he planned for me ..... but in the end he brought me to victoria station to have our dinner ... its just for the both of us ...

on our way home ... i didnt though that there was another round waiting for me ... i went to viva home for some stalker (overtime beer) ... well its all my boy fren's friend ... i was not surprise at all ... but its surprises me when Shee ken, Esmund, Tjun jin and Jen yih was there too when i m gonna blow my birthday candle ...

thank you darling ming yau to plan all these for me ^^ i m happy enuff for all these ...

surrise tat u guys were there thx guys...

the man who always ask me where m i y r u not in office haha

kok liang leng chai

me n my darling ...

20/6

well the next day ... i did not have any plan but just to stay home cos after drinking too much of alcohol in overtime the other night ... but Kah Mun seems to lik wan me to go out cos its my birthday ... so i went out with her for lunch at pavillion ... well she generously cheng me for lunch in Din TAi FUng ... well as i was carving for siew long bao ... ^^ thx kah mun for bringing me out

thx kah mun for the lovely cake

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25/6

after that day ... kah mun n jian had make a birthday lunch for me too ... i was not surprised at all as they told me their plan for the day already ... well i went with kah mun to leisure mall to take my birthday cake ... n jian gonna wait us in my house... i ws kinda odd why the hell jian need to fetch us from my house instead of kah mun house or other places.. hmmm well i dint care much but just complain jian punya planning suck ...haha sorry jian ...

so the plan goes as accordingly ... we arrive at the restaurant that we planned ... MIKAN Japanese cuisine ... well the food there was F- delicious ... i would lik to go there once again pls haha ... but jian really dint planned as wat it is .. its over his budget of " belanjaing " us ... well ended up al of us digging our purse for cash !!! omg its embarrassing...when all the waiter was staring at us ... >.<

sour chicken

California roll

4 types of shasimi

shark fin cawamusi

salmon skin n the fish with terriaki source

grill beef ...

cream cheese large prawn (fuking delicious)

duck belly ...

behind is the manager n the chef

best fren

ok ok ... after this ... we went to sing k ... i had a great time .. but it seem lik kah mun were emo cos she said she cant hear her own voice .. hais ... she then goes back early

... then after tat we ( jian n my sis n me of course) went back to my house ... as i open my bed room door i stunned for a while GUESS WHAT ??

thx for all the surprises JIan ... i really love it so much ... n u really gave me a fright ... n thx kah mun .. for the presents n the cake !!! i love it so much ... muaks love u both really much ... n thx for those who wrote on the piece of paper .. that happens to kill me for search everything .@@

i was kinda shock actually

putting into pieces wat ppl have wrote...

very deficult la !!

Ming yau's Birthday ...

well i know i know how hypocrite i m that we just recently broke up n get back again ... haha ok ok stop all those crappy stuff...

so its his birthday ... n so i decided to have a surprise party for him thx for the idea from one of his fren ... so we plan to have his party in a hotel suite ... n surprise him only its me n him only ... haha but however ten of his fren gonna come later on ...

i think i planned well for his party ... he get frighten when his frens came ... may be its not the surprise that i wanted but he was real surprised when his fren caught him with his "birthday suit" while he was sleeping on the bed ...

well i did not took any nude picture since his my bf ... haha ... so here goes ... i made dinner for him ... n a birthday cake for him ... as i think to make a guy happy is through his stomach ?? hahah ... n i made a handmade birthday scrap book for him too ...

he seem lik he enjoyed the food i made for him ... n happy for his birthday present ...

we stayed at the ZON Hotel located near Avenue K ... which were very near to klcc ... but unfortunately we dint get the view of klcc ... haha ... thesuite contain a living room bath room with bathtub n shower ... n a closet which is quite big n a king size bed ... well i think its quite worth it ....

well picture say a thousand words...

i hope u had a great time ~

the breakup

its the most hurtful thing ever tat happen to me ....

i neve will cried so so so much for a guy before ....

everytime u are gone ... i see something tat will always remind me of you ....

i feel so not used to when i m not with u ....

i dunno who to say good morning to , and of course good night to ... but most hurtful of all i wanna say i love u o i miss u ... haha this ofcourse is more difficult compare to the other two ...

u make a part of me missing ... n ur present oso make me who i m now ...

i shall say thanks for everything ... that u teach me ....

may be i so so love you is becos .... may be i think is becos i feel very at home when i m with ur family ... when i miss my mom a lot ... and the way ur mom teach me things .. is as if lik my mom ....

you really make me feel everything tat i m now .. is nothing to you tat y i work harder n harder to impress u ... but i guess i m so tired to impress you anymore ... tat y u said i change ...

becos you didnt gave me anything in return to tell me u appreciate wat i have done for u ...

i shall say this is ur biggest mistake ever ... and your ego is too too high ... you always wan faces ... tat ur second biggest mistake ...

i know i admit i have too ... the biggest mistake i make is flirting with guys .. actually do u know why ? i dun feel secure when i with u .... its not becos of u ... is becos of every other ex i have .... they have make me who i m now .... being so great with a guy now n later broke up again... i feel so insecure anymore ...

our mistake will be always mis communicating may be u always think ur right ... n me ... i always feel so hurt to reply ur conversation tat always whenever u say something i will always be jus quite ... silence ... whenever we argue ... u will always be the one who make me feel so so so hurt .... i dun wanna say anything anymore....

actually i get the reason why we broke up ... its not becos of my fault ... or ur fault ... is our fault ... we too lik our own self ... ur scare to jatuh meruah ... i too angry tat i actually wan everyone to know u flirt with gurl not only me .... so i accept the way u treat me yesterday .... we end here means end here de ... so ... i have one request from u pls ....

when u went to bangkok ... i already trying my best to let u go .... even u dint reply my message its fine ... i m trying so hard to let u go .... but lately after u came back from bangkok ... u make me feel as if there is hope again n again ... but u make me suffer again n again ...

PLS .... if u wanna make me fall in love with u again pls catch me when i m there .... but if u dun plan tat we shall get back together ... pls ... dun find me ever again ...

talking section

lol the 2nd day of my new year ... i been called out to dolphin to drink ... thx to the master mind of jodee hahah .. well 6 of us including me, her , tjun jin , esmund, jen yih and of course shee ken ... n our special guest is jodee's bf name man... i was tipsy tat time ... cos we called 3 buckets of beer ... and keep on craping non stop n playing cards non stop... lol wat a life to start a new year ....

shee ken wasted ...

after drinking section .. we went to steven corner to have some supper .. which tat time is already 1 am .. n guess who did we bump into ?? lol Alviss Kong ex gf ...lol ... we were all so excited wanted to take her picture .. however haha cant ... and we continue with our sillyness ... well it was a great outing ... n was very tired too ...

shee ken's shirt

esmund 's shirt ... like this !!!

after tat night ... in the morning ... i went out with kah mun to have some breakfast ...since she was moody at the time haha ... so we went to Levain to have our breakfast ... however ... we reach there at 11 am ... so breakfast no more de so we ended up jus eating bread...haha ... but we had fun ... ^^ and thx for fetch me to ampang park .. hahah

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