i neve will cried so so so much for a guy before ....
everytime u are gone ... i see something tat will always remind me of you ....
i feel so not used to when i m not with u ....
i dunno who to say good morning to , and of course good night to ... but most hurtful of all i wanna say i love u o i miss u ... haha this ofcourse is more difficult compare to the other two ...
u make a part of me missing ... n ur present oso make me who i m now ...
i shall say thanks for everything ... that u teach me ....
may be i so so love you is becos .... may be i think is becos i feel very at home when i m with ur family ... when i miss my mom a lot ... and the way ur mom teach me things .. is as if lik my mom ....
you really make me feel everything tat i m now .. is nothing to you tat y i work harder n harder to impress u ... but i guess i m so tired to impress you anymore ... tat y u said i change ...
becos you didnt gave me anything in return to tell me u appreciate wat i have done for u ...
i shall say this is ur biggest mistake ever ... and your ego is too too high ... you always wan faces ... tat ur second biggest mistake ...
i know i admit i have too ... the biggest mistake i make is flirting with guys .. actually do u know why ? i dun feel secure when i with u .... its not becos of u ... is becos of every other ex i have .... they have make me who i m now .... being so great with a guy now n later broke up again... i feel so insecure anymore ...
our mistake will be always mis communicating may be u always think ur right ... n me ... i always feel so hurt to reply ur conversation tat always whenever u say something i will always be jus quite ... silence ... whenever we argue ... u will always be the one who make me feel so so so hurt .... i dun wanna say anything anymore....
actually i get the reason why we broke up ... its not becos of my fault ... or ur fault ... is our fault ... we too lik our own self ... ur scare to jatuh meruah ... i too angry tat i actually wan everyone to know u flirt with gurl not only me .... so i accept the way u treat me yesterday .... we end here means end here de ... so ... i have one request from u pls ....
when u went to bangkok ... i already trying my best to let u go .... even u dint reply my message its fine ... i m trying so hard to let u go .... but lately after u came back from bangkok ... u make me feel as if there is hope again n again ... but u make me suffer again n again ...
PLS .... if u wanna make me fall in love with u again pls catch me when i m there .... but if u dun plan tat we shall get back together ... pls ... dun find me ever again ...
