the amazing thing of nature

did u ever think tat when ur car passes a tree with a speed tat is not slow neither fast...

when the leafs are falling through ur car window or when u walking passes a bunch of tress.

n then the leafs started to fall between u ... n u walk through it .... n it make u feel

speechless in ur heart that u jus wan to stop time n to jus enjoy every second of it ...

the feeling is so relax tat u jus hope u can stay there forever

its lik u will wanna stay with ur partner forever lik that moment tat is relax n enjoyable...

when u see the flowers blooms .... its lik its the most nices thing tat u ever see ...

u will jus glare blindly onto it till u even know the time fly ...

u will jus giv every of ur attention on it ... u neve wanna let go of ur sight ... n it will jus simple became a pleasent memory tat u keep....

its lik u are staring ur lover eyes deeply tat u neve though tat its the most beautiful thing in the world....

when u see the rain drops ... ppls think its a sad day ever to me ... its jus a simple bath ...

its so wonderful that everydrops of rain its so tiny n almost amazingly the same size??

it will shine when the light shines on it.. it look lik a crystal that everyone can hold it jus for a few moments... the water puddle tat they made, when you run through it .... n the water splash above land level its so beautiful lik its jus follow the vibration of the land ... and it splash in a curve that so natural.... its jus fantastic....

its jus lik ur aprtner shines upon you that their naturalness makes you feel they are perfect ...

sorry to say my blog is dead for a week kinda busy with homework n revision ...

>.<>

so sorry will update a.s.a.p sorry all my readers to disappoint u !!! >.<

hatred within me

i m hating hate!!!! i hate !!!! ah !!! hate u so so so much!!!!

get lost in my sight .... neve wants to see u anymore ....

if there is u ... there won be me in the picture!!! get lost !!!

y u can act nothing while i cant why WHY~~~

saturday post 25 july 2009

8am... kah mun come find me de!!! omg

i only sleep for lik 3 hours... so i went back to bed... she play my comp...

sleep till 11am... get ready to go cochrane with her...

for the carnival thingy ... i went ... n i show wow... so many pess gurls there ...

almost half of my form r there ...

lol ... neve changed a bit .... anyways....tat carnival .// eh kinda bored may be is becox i went there too late....

after carnival... went leisure with kah mun n my sis ... to watch harry portter... omg

tat movie was lik .... suck.... lol

eh the ending need to be waited... till next movie... i was lik ha?? finish de la??

llol ... swt ... ok .... after outing with them ....

kah kay came to my house .... to watch tv with me...

swt she also dun have things to do ...

then went out with shee ken esmun joo dee n kah kay for yum cha section in nga nga mountain...

lol ... till abt 12 am ... then 2nd round with joo dee bf in steven corner till 3am...

walau eh .... lik going clubbing timing only... reach home stright away sleep tired,,,

friday post 24 july

today class end at 11am....

omg so early go home online a while then sleep...

from 130pm till 4pm ... lol i m being a pig ah !!!!

swt .... beh tahan de ... so get shower n then watch tv ....>.<>

thenactually planned to watch harry porter with shee ken n the gangs....

but then haha joo dee called me at 8pm... telling me today go clubbing!!!

yeah ... been lik wanted to go after zouk.... cox tat place suck ... then wanna refresh my memory of zouk....

so 830pm started to watch movie in HBO ( PS I LOVE YOU)

wow tat movie really cough my every breath .... i was lik crying ncrying n crying ....

its touching n nice to watch jus right after u break up with someone....

its telling u to let the person go ....

hmmm anyways is a nice movie to watch ... n then yong jian called teling me he was bored .. n he comapny me wtach the end of the movie swt =.=

then after movie get ready to go clubbing .... yeah!!!

went with marcis n his gang n joo dee.... lol .... to poppy !!!

the night in poppy kinda scary .... lol desperate guys all over the club....

protected in the end ... kinda feel lik being safe by a prince ... haha ... anyways its fun la...

tired n drunk after the party .... off to bed ....

recuer of the night marcus>.<>

in marcus house waiting him to get ready O.O

thursday post ....23 july 2009

thursday class ended at 1pm .... i got quite lazy lately cox no work ...

n class ended quite early ....

n me getting lazier ... to do homework... haha ....

hais sem break is next week >.<>

cant define haedache....

yet after class went home jus to continue my sleeps....

cox i m having sleepless nite nowadays... its due to my ear peircing .... when i turn to my right ....

i will be lik ...

OUCH PAIN fuk.... then turn back to my left ... n feel mucle pain n more.... hais... when it will be ok??

so sleep till abt 8 pm i think ... went out with shee ken , esmund, tjun jin ,ken jin n joo dee...

lol .... yea n tat counts to make me lazier cox i always going out late n no enough energy ....

>.<>

hais ... anyways ... we went to kaki corner to makan ... n then go esmund house to do exercise??

lol ... me i sleep a bit in his house cox next day got class need to wake at 6am....

n craps a lot .... a lot fun while being with them...

lol i found this in esmund house... haha l... so cute>.<>

specially for ah ying

TO AH YING

i dun know how to tell u this ...

i m sorry for interupting ur relationship ....

i dun know u much ... i know u through joo dee n desmund...

becox i take them as my fren....

i need to tell u this ... i dun know how to tell u face to face .... may be u will be angry ....

but i think we gurls shoulden be so stupid....

as ur bf flirt with me lately for one week straight i can choose to ignore him

but his 1st impression when he message me .... he make me feel he isnt loyal to u ....

messages can be prove to u .... becox i save it ... but u wan prove now ... i can show u ....

i know i shoulden have played him ... to prove things to u .... i m sorry for tat ....

really sorry for wat i did ... but i cant bare to see ppl get cheated ... sorry

sorry

how to avoid road block n saman

road block ....

lol when u r flying ur car in a 120perkm .... u see in front all the car slow down...

lol quikcly brake ... n then try to be in a crowd of car ... not to get notice...

lol today (23july) i get block cox was flying car to get home early was sleepy .... after class..

was flying lik 120perkm ... get cuaght biut instaed they say i fly at 97perkm ...

cox in abt 300meter ... i quickly brake de ... so means the police man can actually capture ur speed around 2oo meter b they block u ....

n after they block u ... keep being blurr ... n say ha?? n laugh a bit be confident ... but blurr...

when they ask so how saman wor....

i was lik ha saman ah ... i tak de wang wor... cox was making fun .... >.<

then they saw my books n say college ??

yeah i replied n they let me off... haha ... so .... beware jus act lik normal n fuking play a fool with them....

saman parking

lol to be updating .... i kena saman 3rd time this month

till today i get the chance to out smart the jpj...

they r ppl who wear uniform of white shirt n blue pants tat wear sunnies... n taking the saman printer...

so if u see them get aware tat u r not able to park ur car in restricted area!!!

while ppl will park as far as possible .. they will fuking be lazy to put saman

its a way but sometimes they r desperate they will jus come back !!!

n then some will wait they go n then park the place where they saman de n got place to park jus park there ... if they r desperate they will jus go back tat area!!!

while others will avoid n park as proper place waste of time!!!

n me!!!! haha i get fustrated n late for class so .... i park at places where they saman de !!!

yea wats the big deal?? lol go the car beside u tat kena saman n take their saman to put on ur car .... n lock ur car n go off...

haha n yeah!!!! u won kena second time n the jpj won fuking out smart or hardworking to see ur car number plate!!!

so today kinda lucky kena lik twice but get to avoid !!! hahahahahah

n yeah to remind ... the police getting kinda strict nowadays!!! be aware cox they gonna have hari raya soon rite >.<>

22 july 2009

darn sien .... sien till ah !!!!

it seem tat lately i havent been talking abt my college life....

cox ... its been pleasent ....

i mix with different frens n as for my best fren sabrina....

lately kinda miss her ... she havent been around becox she was sick n law class cancel...

hard to see her around campus....

as well i found out tat i still have many fresn around me lik for account n economic class i have nicole, josephine n diana lol... lately becox i only have two course to go ....

i found tat they r fun to hang with too....

sab oh sab .... when do i have the chance to see u !!! kinda miss u wey ....

lol ... as for a fren in my college i used to hang with IT (not to review ITs identity)

it have been fren to me i respect it as a fren....

but the more i mix with it i found tat .... the more annoying it gets!!!

it has been comparing me with so many things .... tat make me feel unplesent n not respected ...

it has a crush on someone ... n did used me a bate ....

i mean ... its between u both ... i m being light bulb!!!

i feel used !!! when talking to it ... it has been lik talking to a 13 year old ppl where they r mentally not yet grown up.... not to say it is mentally not grown up is wat it answer me with funny answern asking me funny question .... i know i m childish but i AHHHH fuk ... jus fuk me if u think i m wrong ....annoying plus neve want to lose the game plus always compit with others... n do not admit it is wrong .... u r tat kinda ppl ...

ok enough of him .... after college went to fecth my sis ....

bring her to go makan ... lol suddenly a call from duncan ... lol scold me y i bring her go eat mcdonld...

lol i swt de /// u made me swt duncan ... after eathing balik rumah tidur .. till 9.30pm....

was happy tat finally ... my wish came true....

we were fren again lik it used to be!!!! .... lol but he is still the same old bryan i used to know...

lol =.= neve changed... lol ....

then 1030pm went out yum cha with ken jin ,joodee,tjun jin,esmund n shee ken...

lol talk abt craps.... till 130am.... then i drive home using asmund kancil

O.O his kancil was actually auto ... so cute neve really though kancil got auto !!!

lol shee ken n asmund dare me to do something on the road de ... so

from D (drive) and change to R(reverse ) with a speed of 60per km ....

the kancil engine died !!! 1st time ever

auto also can engine died lik a manual car neve know ....

N now i know hhahahaah

21 july 09

lol today was so sien....

went to college at 2 pm...

calss till 4pm>.<>

i wear the jason maraz hat to college ....

everyone has been attracted on my hat haha ....

lol.. account class was so sien ... sien ah !!!!

then went home also sien ah !!!!

sleep ... till 8pm ...

jo dee called me to go out yum cha with her ... go star buck ... online

lol .... ntg better to do ...

both of us online while talking !!!

then suddenly we see this video in youtube ... oh its our ex school mate ...

foong yee.... omg she so leng lui de .... lol ... so here is her video of her ...

dun be stunt ... yea she is the gurl in the video....

part 2 of 20 july

lol at 9.30 pm...

duncan n evoone come to my house without warnin ...

suddenly call me out to yum cha ...wat the ...

haha so quickly go change n go out yeah !!!!!

can go out !!!! hmmm .... lol .... we went bu jian bu shan there yum cha,,,

for honesty ,,.. shall say ...

Tat Place Suck!!!!

the place stink

the place food suck

service suck

area suck ....

well neve ever go there to yum cha again ...

lol .... hmmm anyways thx duncan for coming to fecth me...

lol going home he lend me his persona to drive ....

so different compare to other car ...

light n signals all in ur left side?? i was lik ha which is left which is right ....

T.T neve went to maximum .... i wanna fly car using his car sure very shock !!!

i try b4 mercedes ... can actually fly till 160h/hm n still can actually go on ...

persona dun know how much de le....

haha .... thx for everything la!!! hahaa

i miss u

if i say sorry .... will we be back together again ....

if i say i still love u very much ... will we be back together again /??

if i say everytime i see u .... i wanna hug u ... will we be back together again ??

if i say ... now i really know i only heart u ... will we ever have the chance to be together again ??

hais i guess its time to let go then ....

two months of torturing my self ....

two months of hoping u will be back again ...

two months of hearing abt u ....

two months of missing u deeply

two months of hoping u coming back ....

i need to go my own way ....

i need to move on ....

guess we really not meant to be ....

i was hoping too much ....

my fault is also too much ,....

if i say ... i m sorry ... will u still hate me??

i will wish for every of ur happiness...

i want u to know with everything i have ...

i wish for ur happiness... thx for everything ...

memories tat i will neve forget ...

unfortunate day ...

once i get up ... i was feeling yer need so early meh ... hais need to go college again ...

its stupid monday once again ....

lol ... so get up at 8.30am ....... its consider uite late de ....

lol ... so take bath quickly ... n then go my room change fast ... cut my nail fast ... simply choosing cloths... put some make up ..... put medicine on my wound...

n then head to my mom room to take my lap top ... for certain reason ... i dint want to n quickly i get out from tat room....

if i would have wake up early ... taking my own sweet time ... n dun cut my nail or either put some make up or putting medicine on my wound....

i would have neve seen tat thing !!! n i neve will feel so kekok now!!!! hais y the hell i go in to tat room!!! i still remember when i was small ... i used to see these stuff ... becox of accidently run into my mom room ... n there was my parents,,,,ah!!!! memories coming back ...fuk !!!

n becox of doint things late ... i heard the sound from a house nearby so close ... i tell tat fella b4 ...

i hear his car sound... we r so near yet ... we r so far apart now...

n becox of doing thing late i was actually late for law class.!!!!

jam lik tut only today .... late by 20mins....

lol class keep going on till 5pm ... was so darn sleepy ... felt asleep in econ class.. n gonna felt asleep in account class....

hmmm n becox if i dint go out yesterday ... i would have actually went out today !!!

hais becox of lately i pist my father off... n now ...

i get qurantine by my own father!!!

oh ya!!!speaking of qurantine... yes good news to me...

My LAW LECTURER KENA QURANTINE TODAY WOHHOOO NO LAW CLASS TILL NEXT WEEK!!!

fyi ... lol she was suspected tat she is having H1N1... lol .... so means i will kena ALSO>.<>

lol after class went to my car... this month i kena saman 3rd time de... fuking god!!!

so hak chai ...means so bad luck!!!

hais when did i become the target of samans.... lol its lik everyday also kena!!!>.<

neve ever laugh at ppl who kena saman ...

sunday

today is sunday 19 of july

lol was so darn tired .... wake up at 12pm ... then get ready to go out wit jo dee...

she wanna dye her hair so me??

took my lappie n then go to setapak saloon name tood .. go there to bloody online!!!

lol ...

lol while going there... we need to ask direction from so many ppl>.<

dun know how to go ... should say forgoteen how to go ...

ask here n there n even call frens for help ...

lol jus to find that bloody place for one hour....

so reach there around two o clock...

its was lik a bloddy full whole day in that saloon....

after finish her hair is done....

we forgotten the way to go back !!!

so call shee ken for help //// since he study in tarc ... >.<>

anyways thanks to him we finally found our way out ....

then we went dinner in mid valley with esmund n shee ken...

while heading to the restaurant i brought a new hat !!! racun by shee ken. yesterday

lol... after finish eating its was 10pm ... a phone call coming in ....

my dad ...

dad: yin ping i dun care u need to reach home by 10pm...

Me:ha y ...

dad:i dun care ... if u dun reach home by 10pm ... u dun need to go college tomoro ...

n confess to ur mom tat u always went out lately ...

me:with reaction lik so dulan de!!! i wanna say y ur self dun know how to call my mom to tell her how bad m i lately ?? scare ??!!! no la but i dint do tat ... i jus reply yea

dad: make sure u do tat

Me: yea la ....

tut tut tut (conversation end)

wat the fukk my reaction .. n then ... we actually planned to play basketball b4 going home n then...

lol they keep telling me to go home... my reaction was... wat /... he wan me go home now ... i go home later la!!! but jo dee she say go home bah nvm bah go home...

swt ... ok lo ... reach home .. though something will be happening ....

my dad slept de... fuk him!!!! make my mood all lost de!!!

bon odori ...

today .,... its saturday 18 july ....

lol i was awake at 5.30am!!!

walau eh so long neve really wake up so early ...

n 1st time wake up so early to jus go to shopping!!!

ts stock clearance for

M.A.C

Bobbi Brown

Clinique

Estee Raurel

DKNY

Origin ...

lol everything was 70% off... but only those with tickets r allowed to go in ....

VIP PASSES ONLI ....

lol i brough DKNY apple perfume n lip glos and MAC eye shadow...

a lot to see but not much to buy .... walau ... all so cheap ... jus mac jus only cost abt rm20!!!

dkny perfume rm70/...

yea me n desmund was lik this O.O

lol we awalk here n there so many aunty !!!! lol b4 going in also need to line up wat the fuk

so grand... lol walk till 10 am... then went to pavillion to have breakfast ...

guess wat i jus kena saman tat day ,...

now saman by pavilion ... charge me rm50 for parking in zon tunda...

fuk!!!

went home then go out makan with cousin .... then high lighted my hair... brown!!!

ok la nice gua ... not sure....

then went home get ready to bon odori ...

was lik fukoing sien .... nothing to do may be i dun know wat i can do there...

so cam hore all the way ... n crapping here n there ... n makan!!!

i m lazy to describe how it was ...

so picture will say it ... ahah but have a great time thx for invitation shee ken!!!

this guy mr chee peng he let go my rm 12 baloon in the air... fuk him
!!!